Round and round we go- B/J one shot
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guavejuicePairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:Post 513
A/N1:Inspired by RL event
A/N2:I have deep appreciation and respect towards all the RL characters that are mentioned in this story.
Unbeta'd
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.
"Come back to bed".
Silence
"God, come back to bed, Justin."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I'm just... I don't know."
"What's upsetting you?"
"I read an article online today."
" Was it another research about middle aged guys who can't get their dicks hard?"
"No, smart ass. It's about Adam Lambert"
"Are you still following that old fag?"
" He's not just any fag and just so you know he's only in his early thirties. And yes, I am still following him, if you don't mind. But anyway.. he broke up with his boyfriend. They've been together for two years. And you know how the saying goes. Two years in gay relationship is like eternity."
"Guess this means we're an endangered species, then. Fucking Hall of Fame'rs."
"It actually scares me, Brian."
"You're still young beautiful and sexy as fuck, don't worry."
"This is not what I'm worried about... It's just that..."
"What? "
"I read this interview and he said they decided to break up because their relationship ended... he said it run it's course."
Silence.
"You know it's almost impossible to maintain long distance relationship. "
"But they were in a committed relationship."
"It's their life, you don't know everything."
"I know what it takes to make it work which is why I'm so scared. I mean what if we wake up tomorrow morning or the next day or next week and feel our relationship ran it's course? What if we feel we don't want to be together in a monogamous relationship anymore? "
"Come on, get back to bed, Justin."
Silence.
-A few minutes later-
"Fuck, Justin.Your feet are cold! Okay look, we're not them. We're not other people. We've made our decisions a long time ago."
"Can I ask you something?"
"You know you can."
"Is it still easy for you to separate love and sex? I mean would you go back to fuck around with random tricks and then crawl into bed with me and still feel the same?"
"Would you?"
"I asked you first."
"No. I would never go back. It was fan while it lasted but... I don't need it anymore. You know I don't."
"Don't you miss your freedom to come and go as you please?"
"No. I don't. I have enough freedom, thank you very much."
"Aren't you scared?"
"Shitless. Every single day. But... I figure that since we're in this together it can't be all bad."
"Are we?"
"What?"
"In this together..."
"Want me to prove it to you?"
"God, yes!!"
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Date: 2013-04-15 04:24 pm (UTC)Awesome, a little ansty and alot sweet. And, Brian was awesome in his comfort of Justin. :)
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Date: 2013-04-15 05:04 pm (UTC)Thank you so much for your supportive feedback. I'm thrilled to know you liked it.
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Date: 2013-04-15 06:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-15 07:25 pm (UTC)the recent Adam news got me thinking *sigh* thank you so much for your kind supportive feedback, my dear Car. It really means a lot to me.
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Date: 2013-04-15 07:43 pm (UTC)Hope you aren't too sad about the break up anymore.
love the line " we are not other people" cause sometimes it's good to be reminded of that.
*hugs*
J.
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Date: 2013-04-16 06:56 am (UTC)I felt I should let B/J recat to that news in they're on way ;)
Thank you so much for your sweet supportive feedbsack. I'm so glad you liked it.
*hugs back*
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Date: 2013-04-15 09:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-16 06:58 am (UTC)Thank you so much for your lovely feedback. I'm really pleased to know you liked it.
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Date: 2013-04-15 11:35 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2013-04-16 03:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-04-16 06:49 am (UTC)*hugs*
p.s I'm totally in love with your icon *sigh*
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Date: 2013-04-16 12:33 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2013-04-16 04:38 pm (UTC)I loved the idea about them talking about Adam's recent break-up.
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Date: 2013-04-16 05:22 pm (UTC)Thank you so much for your supportive feedback, Terri.
I'm really pleased to know you liked it :)
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Date: 2013-04-20 08:18 am (UTC)This is so beautifully written. You always make me feel what the characters are feeling. It's really a shame that they broke up. You have
a gift. Hugs, Annie
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Date: 2013-04-20 11:18 am (UTC)*hugs back*
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Date: 2013-05-13 12:22 pm (UTC)So very well done! Hugs
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Date: 2013-05-13 01:09 pm (UTC)*hugs back*
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Date: 2014-07-03 06:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-03 06:51 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2014-07-04 12:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-04 05:33 am (UTC)As for asshole!Brian- As I see it BK himself struggled a lot with that because deep down he knew he's NOT an asshole and it hurt him to feel that way or to think people think that about him but at the same time he was too busy hiding his emotions from everyone (including Justin and himself... ) to prove that he's anything but a jerk/asshole and that he's actually a very caring loving man. Once the emotional weight was lifted off his shoulders it was getting easier for him admit without fear that he is willing to be committed to the man he's in love with and so it wasn't as difficult for him to provide Justin -and himself- the ongoing reassurance they both needed in order to maintain a long term relationship and still be themselves.
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