aww... thank you so much for your ongoing support and thoughtful feedback. It means a lot to me. As for asshole!Brian- As I see it BK himself struggled a lot with that because deep down he knew he's NOT an asshole and it hurt him to feel that way or to think people think that about him but at the same time he was too busy hiding his emotions from everyone (including Justin and himself... ) to prove that he's anything but a jerk/asshole and that he's actually a very caring loving man. Once the emotional weight was lifted off his shoulders it was getting easier for him admit without fear that he is willing to be committed to the man he's in love with and so it wasn't as difficult for him to provide Justin -and himself- the ongoing reassurance they both needed in order to maintain a long term relationship and still be themselves.
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Date: 2014-07-04 05:33 am (UTC)As for asshole!Brian- As I see it BK himself struggled a lot with that because deep down he knew he's NOT an asshole and it hurt him to feel that way or to think people think that about him but at the same time he was too busy hiding his emotions from everyone (including Justin and himself... ) to prove that he's anything but a jerk/asshole and that he's actually a very caring loving man. Once the emotional weight was lifted off his shoulders it was getting easier for him admit without fear that he is willing to be committed to the man he's in love with and so it wasn't as difficult for him to provide Justin -and himself- the ongoing reassurance they both needed in order to maintain a long term relationship and still be themselves.