guavejuice | Evil Rubber Ducky- B/J fic

Author:

guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:504
A/N:Unbeta'd
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
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"Marriage is a doomsday machine destined to self destruct? What the fuck is that? And who's talking about Marriage?" Justin said after they broke the kiss. God, his partner can be so difficult. He was still enveloped in Brian's embrace, feeling the warm damp skin on his, and Brian's heart beats against his back.

"Why do you always have to go to extremes? Did you hear me saying I want to get married? I just want… this..." Justin's voice echoed in the spacious bathroom.

"Fine with me, showering and fucking is what I love about our…" Brian stopped.

"What? Say it, what were you going to say? relationship? wow, I'm good. first you use the term couples and then this?" Justin didn't even try to hide his frustration.

"Fuck! That's not what I meant." Brian answered, and moved his hand across Justin's ass.

It wasn't totally unpleasant but Justin didn't want to stop there. "This is what I mean. This is what I want. just us. I know that's what you want as well, Mon Amour. So why do you keep running away? " Justin turned to face Brian.

"There's a fucking party at Babylon, you coming?" Brian asked matter of factly.

"Damn! " Justin raised his voice. "Didn't you hear a word I said?" he freed himself from Brian's arms and stepped out of the bathroom.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _

"Hey, you…" Brian whispered in the dark as he sank onto the mattress beside Justin.

"How was the party?" Justin asked in a sleepy voice.

"It sucked, and not in a positive life affirming way." Brian's voice sounded shallow as he moved closer to Justin trying to press their bodies together.

Justin pulled back and set upright in bed.

" Look… I told you many times that I know what to expect from you, that I know who you are and that I don't want you to change, but… sometimes you have to try" Justin said. "I never said I want to get married, Brian, you know that, but I want us. I want to be together, and if we'll let it slip we're destined to self destruct. it scares the shit out of me."

"I'm scared shitless as well." Brian whispered.

"See? The ceiling didn't fall. Everything is still the same. So don't you think it's about time we'll try to figure out a way?" Justin lowered his voice as his body relaxed and he was quietly lying down next to Brian.

"I don't know where to start, I don't know if I could ever get this right." Brian sighed.

"You already started, trust me." Justin was finally able to smile.

"Should I ?" Brian felt it's the right time to tease.

"Shut up!" Justin smiled back and locked his lips on Brian's