Evil Rubber Ducky- B/J fic

[guavejuice]

Author:guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:504
A/N:Unbeta'd
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.

"Marriage is a doomsday machine destined to self destruct? What the fuck is that? And who's talking about Marriage?" Justin said after they broke the kiss. God, his partner can be so difficult. He was still enveloped in Brian's embrace, feeling the warm damp skin on his, and Brian's heart beats against his back.

"Why do you always have to go to extremes? Did you hear me saying I want to get married? I just want… this..." Justin's voice echoed in the spacious bathroom.

"Fine with me, showering and fucking is what I love about our…" Brian stopped.

"What? Say it, what were you going to say? relationship? wow, I'm good. first you use the term couples and then this?" Justin didn't even try to hide his frustration.

"Fuck! That's not what I meant." Brian answered, and moved his hand across Justin's ass.

It wasn't totally unpleasant but Justin didn't want to stop there. "This is what I mean. This is what I want. just us. I know that's what you want as well, Mon Amour. So why do you keep running away? " Justin turned to face Brian.

"There's a fucking party at Babylon, you coming?" Brian asked matter of factly.

"Damn! " Justin raised his voice. "Didn't you hear a word I said?" he freed himself from Brian's arms and stepped out of the bathroom.

_ _ _ _ _ _ _


"Hey, you…" Brian whispered in the dark as he sank onto the mattress beside Justin.

"How was the party?" Justin asked in a sleepy voice.

"It sucked, and not in a positive life affirming way." Brian's voice sounded shallow as he moved closer to Justin trying to press their bodies together.

Justin pulled back and set upright in bed.

" Look… I told you many times that I know what to expect from you, that I know who you are and that I don't want you to change, but… sometimes you have to try" Justin said. "I never said I want to get married, Brian, you know that, but I want us. I want to be together, and if we'll let it slip we're destined to self destruct. it scares the shit out of me."

"I'm scared shitless as well." Brian whispered.



"See? The ceiling didn't fall. Everything is still the same. So don't you think it's about time we'll try to figure out a way?" Justin lowered his voice as his body relaxed and he was quietly lying down next to Brian.

"I don't know where to start, I don't know if I could ever get this right." Brian sighed.

"You already started, trust me." Justin was finally able to smile.

"Should I ?" Brian felt it's the right time to tease.

"Shut up!" Justin smiled back and locked his lips on Brian's

Comments

[bksbracelet.livejournal.com]

Aw that was sweet as Brian's walls took another tumble :)

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He definitely needed that :)
Thank you so much for your lovely feedback, Chris, Glad you liked it.

[luvenck.livejournal.com]

*♥*♥*♥*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thanks again ;)

[armandyouidiot.livejournal.com]

You really capture Justin's frustration and love. And his strength, "sometimes you have to try" Go Justin!

I loved Brian's vulnerability when he admitted he was "scared shitless" Hee

(Tiny typo: "self distract" (as in sidetrack) should maybe be 'self destruct'?)

[shadownyc.livejournal.com]

I like when Justin insists Brian face reality and move forward in their relationship. Good idea!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He had to insist ;)
Thank you so much for your kind comment, Carolyn.
*hugs*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

aww... thank you so much for your comment. I felt Justin needed to say those things :)
Thanks for your sidenote :)

[galehot.livejournal.com]

Definitely Justin is the Master, he knows who handle Brian so well. And Brian knows where they are, but he's still scared. Loved it.

Thanks

[balrogtweety.livejournal.com]

I think Brian always had trouble with the word 'relationship'. Nice work.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

They definitely needed to talk...
Thank you so much for your lovely comment, Carmen. I'm glad to know you enjoyed it.
*hugs*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He obviously needed to accept it :)
Thank you so much for your feedback, Jane
*hugs*

[pet0511.livejournal.com]

Good scene. Good Justin. Too bad that Brian didn't make anything about it in canon and that your scene is missing in the show, either. I always got angry with Justin when he just left. If I had seen such as scene, I wouldn't have been angry but could have said: Brian, he told you what exactly what he wants. It's not about some marriage, it's about you, he wants just YOU!
Thanks for sharing!!!M
Pet

[spike7451.livejournal.com]

Always like a Justin who stands up for himself. Liked this a lot!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for such a supportive feedbak, Pet.
I agree that Justin didn't want marriage. Well not right away, of course. He wanted them to be together.
Glad you enjoyed it.
*hugs*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He wanted more :)
Thank you so much for your feedback, Lyn. I'm really pleased to know you liked it.
*hugs*

[moonbrightnites.livejournal.com]

Awww, very sweet and nicely IC, too. :)
I adore your strong!Justin and aww, poor scared Brian.

♥

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

aww... thank you so much for your feedback, Michelle. I really value your opinion and I'm pleased you liked it.
*hugs*

[pam81.livejournal.com]

I so loved this one. Good job V!
This is something I definitely would have wanted to see on the show.
Thanks ♥ *smooches*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

It's one of these moments, indeed.
Thank you so much for your supportive feedback, as always, sweetie!!
*Smooches back*