I Cannot Forget- B/J fic series
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guavejuicePairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:3 to 6 months post 513
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mander3_swish thank you so much, darling!A/N: There 7 chapters in this series.
It's inspired by Carmen's
galehot icon,by Adele's lyrics, and by my good friends at the QaF board on FF.Disclaimer:I own nothing
Comments are most welcome.
'Sometimes it lasts in love
And sometimes it hurts instead'
-Someone like you by Adele
Chapter 1
Brian's POV
People say we might break up now that Justin is away in New York City. I can't believe they would think that. In fact, I don't give a shit. The only thing I care about these days is keeping us together.
Justin was just here over the weekend. I sent him a ticket and he showed up at the loft. His hair was all messy, just how I like it… just as I remembered.
We curled up in bed. I just wanted to touch him, to feel him close.
The sex came later, and it was gentle, not rushed, just how I wanted it… just as our bodies both needed and craved. He allowed me to spoon him and closed his eyes in sleep.
I wasn't able to sleep.
I never thought it would be so tough. I'm not a hero. I know we both decided this was what's best for us.
But I missed him.
I missed not having him near me. I missed him even when he was here in my arms. I don’t care if that sounds too lesbianic. I wanted him to do well, but I did want him close by, too.
The next morning while he drank his coffee and I drank my guava juice, he told me he was searching for an agent. I admit I resented the idea of Justin having an agent. Not because I didn't want some horny artsy type to fawn all over him, but because I didn't think Justin was the kind of guy who would sell his art. But that's the way things work, though, and I should know better. I do this for a living.
I reached out and caressed his blond mop of hair. I didn't say anything. Same old routine. I wasn’t about to say anything, only to regret it later. Not good.
"Justin…" I started (what the fuck), "do you think it's a good idea to have an agent?"
He looked back at me with those huge bright blue eyes and didn't answer.
TBC
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Date: 2011-09-15 03:42 pm (UTC)Can't wait for more... Hugs
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Date: 2011-09-15 03:54 pm (UTC)*hugs you back*
V.
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Date: 2011-09-15 07:56 pm (UTC)Brian is jelous?? I can't believe it!!
Owww, so sweet he wants Justin be famous with his art and at the same time, he wants his blond, need him, beside him!!!
Love it!!
Thanks
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Date: 2011-09-15 08:32 pm (UTC)*hugs you tight*
V.
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Date: 2011-09-16 03:55 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-09-16 04:23 am (UTC)I was actually thinking about a different position for Brian in this series, though :)
thank you so much for reading and commenting, sweetie
hugs
V.
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Date: 2011-09-16 07:33 am (UTC)Hmmm... weird.
Okay... I'm waiting.
Love the missing part of course :)
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Date: 2011-09-16 07:46 am (UTC)It's because Brian is in a 'protective partner' mode ;)
Thank you so much for reading and commenting. I'm glad to know you're waiting ;)
hugs
V.
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Date: 2011-09-16 05:00 pm (UTC)Loved hearing Brian thoughts...
Later Sweetheart ~ Kathleen
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Date: 2011-09-16 05:20 pm (UTC)Thank you so much for taking the time to read and comment :)
You'll have to wait and see ;)
I hope you're well, I miss you.
huge hugs
V.
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Date: 2011-09-16 07:52 pm (UTC)he doesn't want an agent or he doesn't want a male agent for Justin?
new series YAY!!
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Date: 2011-09-16 08:19 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading and commenting :)