Here by My Side- B/J AU series part 7/10

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Author:guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Justin's POV
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Part 7

-Three weeks later-

"Will you be attending the Graduation Ball on Sunday night?" Debbie asks me when I finish my kitchen duties for the night and am about to leave.

"I didn't even know they had one," I answer her in surprise.

She nods. "Well, they do. It's quite a fancy affair, actually. It takes place in the Great Hall. All the senior boys wear their ceremonial uniforms, and are accompanied by all the lovely girls from the rich families in the area,” she informs me dryly.

"Oh, I see…" I respond. "Sounds quite… grand," I add, unable to keep the sadness out of my voice as I'm reminded of another occasion I won't be attending – my senior year prom, which takes place in a few weeks as well.

"Why the long face?" Debbie asks.

"Never mind that,” I tell her, trying to sound ressuring. "I’ve still got some work to do, so I’d better go now.” I plant a soft kiss on her cheek, grab one of her homemade lemon bars, and walk away before she can question me any further.
_ _ _ _ _


-Half an hour later-

"Taylor…" a silky, deep voice calls out to me as I leave the building to walk across the lawn and head back toward the dorms.

I stop and try to compose myself before I turn around. I would know that voice anywhere. What could he possibly want?

"Yes, Cadet Kinney?" I answer quietly, trying hard to keep my voice from betraying my nervousness. I stand there in amazement, wondering why he is here. I’m surprised to notice that he appears uncomfortable for some reason. I peer over at him expectantly, waiting for him to speak.

"Taylor…I just wanted to…I don't usually do this, but I was thinking…"

Wow. This has to be a first. The Great, Self-Confident Cadet Brian Kinney, struggling to express himself? “What is it?” I finally ask, still a little perturbed over what he had done earlier, but unable to keep my eyes off him.

"There's something I needed to ask you, Taylor,” he tells me mysteriously. “But I think we’d better find someplace a little more private where we can talk," he decides. He bends his head to look right into my eyes. My heart is racing a million miles a minute as I nod and follow him to a secluded area behind the library building, with a few elm trees, a couple of garden benches, and an elaborate-looking lamppost standing nearby.

"I'll be outta here soon," he begins as we stand facing each; he pulls his lips inward as he brushes some hair back with his hand. "Which is why I thought I'd tell you that I just can't… Fuck it! Okay, here goes. I can't stop thinking about you. There, I said it. It's been like that ever since the first time I saw you at the senior cadets’ dining room that day. I know it hasn't been easy for you. I know I haven't been easy on you, and trust me, it definitely hasn't been easy for ME. But now that I'm graduating and you won't have to see my face around here every day, I thought we might give it a shot,” he continues as I frown in confusion. “I'm not trying to freak you out or anything…but I'd fucking love it if you would join me at the Graduation Ball," he concludes his surprisingly, emotionally candid statement, his eyes still fixed on mine.

I swallow hard and try to keep my composure. "It's…I don't know what to say, Brian…" I stop for a second, not sure if I should have addressed him by his first name, not even after such a heartfelt speech from him. I can see the corners of his mouth rising slightly, helping to reassure me that it's okay to proceed.

"I've been waiting for you to tell me that ever since the first time I saw you here, actually. I can't deny I feel the same way about you." I continue, “As for the ball – I'm flattered, but I'm not quite sure it's the right thing to do. Wouldn't it be easier for you to take some pretty girl as your date?"

Brian huffed at the thought. "Maybe,” he conceded. “But that's NOT what I really want. Plus, it would be my grand ‘fuck you and farewell’ to this place," he explains with a grin.

"Oh, I get it,” I respond, suddenly feeling like a fool. “You mean you're just asking me to be your date so you can piss off those homophobic pricks on the Academy Board? Not to mention the stuck up Colonel Stockwell?" I ask, lowering my eyes.

"No!” Brian hastens to reassure me. “I'm asking you to join me so we can just have a great time together. We'll get the hell out of there as soon as possible…and then I'll show you around town; how about that?" he asks, trying to keep the want and the hope out of his voice.

I’m, however, not quite convinced yet, as I try to keep my own hopes from getting too high. “But…we hardly know each other…" I point out, lifting my head again to stare at him. My eyes widen as he comes a little closer to me.

"Well, I’m hoping to get to know you a lot better very soon," Brian whispers sexily, his face literally inches from mine. By the tone of his voice, his meaning is crystal clear to me, and my face heats up at the thought. Not that I hadn’t dreamed about just that several times already.

"We…we can't go back to my room at the dorm, obviously, and I assume your room is off limits, too, " I respond, speaking rapidly like I tend to do when I'm nervous. And right now, my heart is beating at a furious pace, merely from him being so close to me.

"That's where you're wrong," he whispers huskily then, his finger tracing my jaw line before slowly trailing down to slide it over my lips, making me involuntarily shiver. “Having rich, cold-hearted parents can be a real perk in here. I have my own private suite at the senior cadet dorms. No one would disturb us there, so…are you coming? Or should I say…will you be coming?" His voice is filled with lust and need, and I just can't hold back any longer as a soft moan escapes my lips in reaction.

"Yes," I manage to whisper back as he half-smiles back at me in satisfaction.

“Good choice,” he answers me with a grin. “Come with me.”

I try not to think about the double meaning of his words as he turns and I follow him through a hidden passage leading up to the senior cadet dorms.

His dorm suite consist of two spacious rooms. One appears to be the 'guest area,’ with a large, flat screen TV, a sofa, a coffee table, and a bar area. There's a small kitchen nook, complete with a fridge, a dining table, and a few stools. A short hallway leads to a large bedroom with a super-sized bed that looks like it's resting on an elevated platform. There's also a unique headboard above the bed, and a bedside table with an additional dresser nearby.

"Get you a drink?" he asks without further ado after giving me the grand 'tour' of his place. "I guess I know what it’ll be," he adds with a wink as I nod at him and he hands me a bottle of cold beer from the fridge.

The cold liquid cools me off, which is a welcome distraction from what I know is about to happen next. He closes the distance between us, takes the beer bottle from my hand, and puts it on the coffee table. Bending his head to lean in closer to my face, he lets out a low groan, and before I know it his tongue is seeking my mouth, begging to get inside. We drop onto the couch with our lips pressed together, and I raise my arm to snake it around his neck. He pulls back a little bit to wiggle out of his uniform, and then proceeds to grab the waistband of my fatigues to tug them off me. He pulls my dark blue, military academy T shirt off me, and gently pushes me onto the sofa. I lie on my back on his sofa, feeling his weight on me, his half-hard cock brushing against mine.

"Wait," I whisper under my breath, putting the palm of my hand on his chest to stop him from proceeding further.

"Oh, right, we really shouldn't be doing this here. Come on…bed – now!" he demands, rising quickly from the sofa and gesturing for me to follow him. It's not really what I meant when I asked him to stop, but I'm not saying another word now. I can't take my eyes off his perfectly shaped ass cheeks, and the way his heavy, full cock dangles before him as he walks.

I sink into the mattress beside him. He puts his hands on either side of my face, his beautiful eyes fixed on me, his pupils darting quickly as he peers at me to obtain a closer look.

"I know it's your first time. I'll take it easy, I promise," I hear him whisper under his breath as his long fingers glide across my cheeks down to my collarbone, behind my ear, and then all the way down until he hits the sensitive spot on the inner side of my thighs. I shake uncontrollably and let out a distorted, low, guttural moan I didn't even know I could produce.

I can't help but flash a wide, nervous smile at him, and he reacts by bending over me, planting a soft, deep kiss on my mouth. Then he reaches over to grab the bottle of Astroglide from the top of the bedside table before he opens the top drawer to pull out an unopened condom packet.

There are so many things I feel like I want to say right now, but I don't. I just lie still, letting him massage and tease my opening in ways I never thought were possible. I can only let out a string of moans and cries and spread my knees as wide as I can to let his fingers and tongue dig even deeper. I'm all wet and ready to explode as it is, but then he smiles at me and grabs his own dick to pump it slightly before putting the lube and condom on. He smears a generous amount of lube in and out of my hole before ever so gently diving into me. A burning sensation hits me right away. It's so intense I can feel my eyes watering. I close my eyes shut, trying to avoid the pain, but it's like I'm consumed by rings of fire.

"Relax and breathe," I can hear Brian's voice from above me. My head pounds and I feel it might be impossible to breath, but then I finally take one deep, shaky breath and flex my muscles. God, it feels so good. I can feel his fullness in me, but now he starts to thrust ever so smoothly inside, pulling almost all the way out, making me crave him so bad and rejoice when he sinks right back in again, filling me with ripples of joy and waves of sensations I've never known before. He keeps his promise and thrusts gently in and out, but then his pace and pressure increase as he lets out disjointed grunts and labored breaths.

"Don't… stop," I encourage him. I can feel the muscles in and around my opening tightening uncontrollably around his throbbing, rock-hard dick. I bury my heels on top of his shoulders, curl my toes and squeeze hard, almost refusing to let go. He raises his head for a minute, and I can see his crooked smile; he sticks out his tongue until he lets out one, brisk cry and explodes inside me within the condom. Before I know it, I can feel a jolt of electric rush all the way down my spine, through to my balls, and then right to the tip of my cock. I shudder and let out a spray of milky white cum all over the place.

I tremble as I bask in the after throes of our fucking, still enjoying him being inside me. I sigh in protest a few moments later as he pulls out of me, takes his condom off, and lifts himself off the mattress. He walks around his huge bed, his dick still bouncy, firm and glistening as he enters the bathroom, which I’d never noticed when we had walked in here earlier. He's not closing the door behind him as he starts to take a leak, which I find fascinating and weird at the same time. I'm still lying on my back in his bed, contemplating what just happened and whether or not I should just slip out of bed, grab my clothes, and sneak out of here and return to the junior cadet dorms before anyone sees me. Not that I fucking care, but still…

Brian takes his time in the bathroom, which makes me think he probably doesn't want to have anything to do with me now that we've fucked. He's the one who initiated the move, and asked ME to be his date for the senior cadets’ Graduation Ball, but now I'm not so sure where I stand. I obviously feel less jubilant now than I did a short while ago after my glorious first time. Brian definitely sets a very high bar. Coming down from this kind of high is understandable, I keep thinking, almost resigned to the fact he might ask me to leave sooner rather than later. Still, it was an amazing experience. I can't wait to share it with Daphne next time we talk. I start to rise from the mattress, but Brian’s voice stops me.

"Where are you going?" he asks as he emerges from the bathroom.

"I'm… about to leave," I mumble, sitting up straight in his bed, letting the slate-colored duvet slip from my body.

"Did I say you could leave?" he asks teasingly as he arches one eyebrow at me in question.

I decide to go along with the banter to keep my disappointment at bay. "No, you didn't…SIR," I answer quietly, trying not to get my hopes up.

"Good boy. Now you’ll have to stay here until I can obtain your pass, Cadet Taylor," he tells me authoritatively, flopping back onto the mattress and moving closer as he leans into me.

"The name's Justin," I mutter under my breath, feeling suddenly like some little kid. “And I’m NOT a boy,” I tell him stiffly with a pout.

"I can see THAT," he assures me with a smirk, snaking his arm around my waist to pull me even closer.

"So does it mean I can stay?" I ask hopefully then, letting him bury his head in the crook of my neck. Damn, it feels good.

He lifts his head, fixing his eyes on mine as he presses our lips together. "You've got amazing eyes,” he whispers when we break the kiss, my face warming in reaction to his intense stare. “And your ass is not half bad, either," he continues after a slight pause, grinning back at me.

"So I guess the answer's yes, then," I reply with a relieved smile, feeling totally relaxed and safe.

"You’ve got a GREAT ass, actually," he verifies with a smirk, sliding a hand down to skim one of my buttock cheeks and making me shiver.

"I know that," I brag with a smirk of my own, suddenly feeling downright giddy.

"BUT that's not the reason I want you to stay," he replies, his voice taking on a more serious tone before it trails off; Brian slowly adjusts his position to press his beautiful, firm, warm torso and abdomen against the small of my back until he we're literally spooning in bed.

I gasp in delight. No one's ever told me that. I never expected anything from anyone, since no one ever saw me for what I truly am. I know that's what I’ve always wanted to hear all my life, but I never expected Brian Kinney to be the one to say it.

"Have you ever been forked?" I suddenly hear him ask me in a sultry voice.

What the fuck?

"Not really,” I stammer. “Well… sort of,” I lie through my teeth. I can't possibly let him know that I had never experienced such a thing, although after reading a scene about forking in that cheesy, gay porn paperback novel I had read a few months ago, I had found it so erotic I had to promptly visit the bathroom to jack off.

"Roll onto your stomach," he orders me gently. "Spread your knees, but keep your knees and legs locked in a V shape…like THAT," he says huskily. Lifting himself up, he positions himself on top of me, almost sandwiching me into the mattress. He reaches out to his cock and pumps it a few times before donning another condom and diving right into me, smoothly rocking back and forth, his long, beautiful legs spread across mine in a lengthy V shape.

Fuck, we're forking! I could stay like this forever, I swear.

After a while he shudders and groans heavily, letting out an earthy, low moan. I whimper and answer him with a passionate sigh. He rolls off me and turns to face me, planting yet another deep, soft kiss on my lips before we both drift off into a post-coital slumber.

TBC…

Comments

[908718.livejournal.com]

Hi ho cadet Kinney. That was hot wonderful chapter.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and comment. I really appreciate your super supportive feedback. Thrilled to know you enjoyed this chapter.
More to come...

[mrs-koki.livejournal.com]

Yay They finally fucked!! XD


Oh I hope Brian's not gonna be a jerk to Justin afterwards when they're both around people :(

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and comment. I really appreciate your supportive feedback.
Yup, they def did it :)
I can understand your concern as to what would happened next between them now that the 'deed' is done, sort of speak.
More to come...

[mrs-koki.livejournal.com]

You're welcome and I'm happy to give it...er when I remember to actually comment lol. XD


Hehehe can't wait. ^_^

[techgirl-on-ij.livejournal.com]

YAY They finally did it :)) I hope Brian won't treat Justin like a trick after he's had him. Great update!

*hugs you*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and comment dear techi. You know how much your supportive feedback means to me, right? :)
So thrilled to know you enjoyed this chapter. Thanks for your concern for Justin :) I can assure you more would be explained as the story unfolds.
More to come...
*hugs*

[hikinggirl70.livejournal.com]

That was fantastic!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and comment. Your supper supportive feedback means a lot to me.
More to come...

[landlady-4rent.livejournal.com]

YAY! They fucked. Lol. Hope Brian won't be a total asshole to Justin. Love it, V!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and comment, Annie. Your super supportive feedback means a lot to me. This story was a very special journey to me and a great joy to write. I'm so thrilled to know you're enjoying it :)