I Know Why… B/J One Shot

[guavejuice]

Author:guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:Post 513
Alternate POV's (Justin/Brian )
A/N:This one's for you Kathleen 7wildwaysup have a great bday, darling!
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.

-Justin's birthday, Britin-

Justin's POV

Because my birthday is entwined with Valentine's day and despite the fact you always shrug and say you don't do both.

Because I'm the only one who knows you're quite enjoying it, when we're together.

Because we're still here and we're still queer.

Because each time I said I wanted to take you up on your offer you always said the offer still stands.

Because once upon a time I asked you how will you get along without me and you pretended not to care but then years later when I asked you the same question you admitted you didn't. You didn't get along without me because I never got along without you too, no matter how much I tried. You think it was easy? Well it wasn't. Fuck it was so hard. You can't believe how hard. NOT just for you, you beautiful asshole.

Because you were right and it was important for me to spread my wings for a while and explore more options so I could become an even better homosexual, as you once said.

Because I decided to return from New York City after all.

Because you still kept the house… The one YOU bought for me.

Because I'm now doing quite well as an artist so I decided to splurge.

Because I have a few things for you, to help ME celebrate.
…



Yes, I know how you feel about scented candles, especially dark red ones but… fuck it. It's my birthday so what could go wrong? Plus we might play hard with it next week. I KNOW how you love your special V-day kinks.


Speaking of V-day kinks- this IS still one of mine.



It's SO ridiculously romantic, I know, but hey, you know me, don't you? I only get to have a birthday once a year. Having it so close to love-fest day is an added bonus indeed.
Okay, Okay, I KNOW you don't eat carbs after 7p.m and all that which is why I got you THIS.



This one's for your amazing beautiful skin. GOD, I love your skin. I know some people might think it's quite narcissistic of you to take care of yourself that way- and you'll probably grin and agree with them- but I know there's more to it that that. So indulge yourself and don't worry, I won't snag your stuff anymore. Indeed Mr. Kinney, it's your fault that I'm now a skin care junkee. And before you say anything let me tell you that Emmett didn't have anything to do with it. I picked this one myself.

You're probably wondering why I bought you a set of new towels? Well think again.



I KNOW how much you loved your red towels and believe me, I LOVED them too, especially when you wrapped me in them after a hot shower but let's face it- those towels belong in homo heaven now and it's time to move on. Bet you'd love this slate color and the high thread count I chose.

Okay so now… let's see, what else is in here?



THESE are for me but I thought you'd love the view. And don't just stare at the male model. They look much better on me. Promise. Fuck, you're bosy! Okay… you win. I look better without them.

But wait… I KNOW you're going to LOVE this one. Yes, Mister, it's time to make it official- you are MY boyfriend so wear it proudly even if you're not wearing anything else.



Okay, … while we're on it- THESE are for both of us.




Yes, I know you're not a big fan of scented stuff (we've been there, right? ) but… it IS lube and there's plenty of it. Plus it's all organic and natural and …. Urghhh… Well… which one you'd like to try first? Don't rush, take your time, there's quite a variety in here… so let's get wet, lover boy.

FUCK yeah…no wonder you once told me, million light years ago that you're the only one who knows how I love to be fucked…

Don't stop now, you're sooo good at it, too…

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-Brian's POV-

What's all this, Sunshine?

You know as well as I do that we decided long ago not to make a big deal out of birthdays and holidays and cheesy love declarations.

But since you went through all this trouble of getting the scented lube and all the rest of this fucking stuff I thought it might be interesting if I were to give YOU something extra for a change.

Wanna know why?

Because...

I can't buy you flowers and I won't get you chocolate (not to mention you beat me to it with that fucking heart shaped macaroon you clever devil… ) but I just thought that...

THIS one is because I LOVED your red sweater. You wore it while you stayed with me at the loft. FUCK! I hugged you in it when you realized I might be leaving to go to New York which I didn't obviously. You wore your red hoodie instead when I fucked you hard on the floor the night I realized you might be leaving me for that scumbag Ian or whatever the fuck his name was, the night I realized I was as angry at myself as much as I was at you BECAUSE I did take you for granted and I wasn't thinking long and hard enough about US. I never told you that but I was so fucking thrilled to see you wearing it again when you were walking down the street straight into my arms and...well I missed your red sweater whenever you moved out.

So here- I bet this one will serve you better. And yes, it's Cashmere.




THIS one is for when you go to work.

.

I always hated that worn out messenger bag. You deserve better, now that you became the big fat fucking success I always knew you would be.

Oh and check the inside pocket- there are a few things in there.

THIS is for you key.




It's about time you have a decent key chain instead of waking me at some ungodly hour forcing me to drag myself downstairs to open up for you since you lost your key again.


THIS is so you wouldn't have to stuff everything in your pockets.



I hate it when guys do that. So know you'll be able to have more room and DON'T look so surprised.

Yes, there's one more thing… you got me…





Yes, Sunshine...It's yours.

Yes, I kept it. For so many years.

Wanna know why?

Because even though I don't care much for birthdays or holidays or labels or shit and despite the fact I told you once, million light years ago, that I COULD'T and WOULD'T love you in a certain way I know now more than ever that I do.

I DO.

Fuck, I SO love you, passionately, madly, just like you said all those years ago.

And I'm good at it too, You and I know why.


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Comments

[shadownyc.livejournal.com]

Ridiculously romantic -- b/j style. Love it!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Aww... thank you SOOOO much for your ongoing support and encouraging feedback as always my dear Car. It means SO much to me. The fact Justin's bday IS around V-day makes it all the more inspiring ;)
SO pleased to know you enjoyed this
*hugs you tight*

[lorie-s.livejournal.com]

This was very sweet. I cried when Brian admitted how much he loves Justin.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Aww thank you so much for your heartfelt supportive feedback. I really do appreciate it. I'm SO thrilled to know you enjoyed this.

[har2.livejournal.com]

This was fantastic! So romantic!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and leave such a wonderful supportive feedback. I truly appreciate it. I'm SO pleased to know you enjoyed this :)

[shenova.livejournal.com]

Brilliant lovely gifts for each other that mean a lot to each of them. Of course Brian lived him he wouldn't of done do much for Justin.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and leave such a sweet supportive feedback. I really do appreciate it :) SO thrilled to know you enjoyed this story :)

[rainbow-rose1.livejournal.com]

Loved it!! I'm always adore happy B/J stories and endings!!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for taking the time to read and comment. I really appreciate it. SO thrilled to know you enjoyed this :)

[yumyumpm.livejournal.com]

What lovely Valentine Day gifts.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Aaand Justin's Bday too ;)
Thank you SO much for your taking the time to read and leave such a sweet supportive feedback as always :) It means a lot to me :) I'm so pleased to know you enjoyed this :)

[hikinggirl70.livejournal.com]

That was great!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for your kind supportive feedback. It means a lot :) SO pleased to know you enjoyed this.

[blossomlegs.livejournal.com]

Beautiful and Romantic! Thanks for sharing!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and leave such a beautiful supportive feedback. It means a lot. SO pleased to know you enjoyed this :)