As Long as We Both Shall Live - B/J one shot

[guavejuice]

Author:guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:14 years after…
A/N:Happy QaF-anniversary to all! <3
Disclaimer:I own nothing but this story.
Comments are love.

-Britin, late night in early December-

-"Do you remember we met, Brian?"

-"Are you kidding me? I remember it as if it was yesterday…"

-"Fuck! Do you have to remind me how old I am?"

-" YOU started it, smart ass. But don't worry, you'll never get old,"

-"Ha! You mean I'm still as young and fresh now as I was the night you met me?"

-"Yeah… something like that…"

-"Careful, Kinney, don't go all softy on me…"

-"Now THAT will never happen. You know that, don't you?..."

-"I know what you're thinking, Brian. I've known that for fourteen years. Each time I think about the night we met I look back and try to figure out how it all happen. WHY it all happen the way it did. WHY you said certain things and why I answered in a certain way. I keep asking myself WHY. Why the hell did you even bother with that awkward conversation about the clubs I supposedly visited that night when you KNEW I never really stepped foot in any of them? Why'd you ask me if I'm coming or STAYING? I was merely a random trick to you that night, YOU probably couldn't even care less if a trick stayed in your bed after you'd fucked let alone stayed the night so what was that about? Why did you tease me about being a top or a bottom when you knew right from the start that I didn't have a fucking clue and that I was just trying to show off? Why the heck did you let me join you that night when Gus was born? Why did you let a wide eyed seventeen year old you probably just wanted to fuck and get rid of tag along with you and watch you at your most private moment while you were bonding with your new born baby boy, a moment you never thought could exist? Why'd you do that? And then later that night why did you let me back into your bed, Why did you take your time with me, why were you so tender and caring? And don't tell me you did all that just because you knew it was my first time. Let's face- you probably inhaled the scent of innocence in your bed with other tricks way before me, right? I wasn't the first guy who discovered the joy of Brian Kinney's rimming skills, wasn't I? But… why the hell it felt so different with you? Why did you whisper those words in my ear promising me you'll always be there no matter who else I'll be with? Why ME at all? I mean you practically drove me to school the next day. Why? I guess YOU know the answers to those questions yourself. YOU know the answers just as well as I do. You've known them all along even when you couldn't say it out loud because you were so fucking scared it might turn you into a big Ol' softy, literally, didn't you? BUT you see… it's fourteen years on and we're still here…and we're still queer,"

-"Well THIS queer here is definitely in a celebratory mood tonight,"

-"I can see that Brian,"

-"I'm glad you still can even Fourteen years after, Taylor, "

-"It's one of the first things I noticed about you back then you know,"

-"Really? So that's all I was to you? Just a fuck? You stuck with me just because of my big dick?"

-"Ha Ha very funny,"

-"I'm thrilled to know you find it funny twat. And by the way you're right…"

-"What was that?"

-"You heard me the first time Sunshine, don't make me say it twice,"

-"Pleeeese..."

-"Fuck! You're unbelievable. Let it go already,"

-"Not until you say it again,"

"YOU'RE right. YOU were ALWAYS right. There's no one who knows me as well as you do. There never was. And yes, I've always asked myself the same questions. I guess I always will but the answer is and always the same and… well we ARE still here. There, I said it. Now hand me over that joint,"

-"Not unless we share it,"

-"Fuck it!"

-"With pleasure, Mr. Kinney. Roll over!"

-"Hey… I didn't mean it THAT way,"

-" I KNOW what you meant, Brian. I know you all too well, remember?"

-"Just like you did the night you met me?"

-"Even better, "

-"Prove it!"

-"I'd love to… over and over again as long as we both shell live,"

-"Are you out of your fucking mind or are you really trying to make me soft?"

-"Now THAT will never happen, not if I can help it, trust me!"

-" I do!"

Comments

[yumyumpm.livejournal.com]

It was just like a wedding ceremony. I always thought the reason Brian brought him to the hospital and back into his bed was because he hadn't had the pleasure of fucking him yet. But when he asked Justin if he was coming or going or coming and staying - now that was telling.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

I always feel as though there's nothing that is said or done 'off hand' in those first few moments when B/J spend their first night together. I thought it's only appropriate to revisit THAT night fourteen years on.
Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and leave such a thoughtful supportive feedback. It means so much to me, esp today when we QaF fans celebrate 14 years of keeping the love alive :)

wonderful short story

[908718.livejournal.com]

Great one shot. I can't believe the show is the same age as my daughter. And I only started watching the show five months ago.

Re: wonderful short story

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

INR?... The show is (almost ) the same 'age' as my older nephew. I actually watched the pilot around that time (about 13-14 years ago ) on TV believe it or not (It was very late night ) but then was lucky enough to reconnect with it a few years later- for good!
Thank you SO much for taking the time to read and leave such a sweet supportive feedback. I really do appreciate it. Happy QaF anniversary :)

[balrogtweety.livejournal.com]

This was great. I think Brian was ready to slow down and Justin was his answer to all those questions.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for your thoughtful supportive feedback Jane. It means a lot to me to know you enjoyed it on QaF's anniversary. I totally agree with you that by the time Brian met Justin he was ready for a change. Justin was at the right time at the right place. It only took 5 years to get there (Luckily for us *happy sigh* )
Thanks for keeping the love
*hugs*

[cori1950.livejournal.com]

Good story, but I can't help myself- I just have to correct your spelling. It should be "as long as we both shall live". Shell is what you find on the beach by the ocean.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

I know what shell is ... and I actually kinda like the double meaning actually. Thank you so much for taking the time to read and leave a lovely feedback :)

[hikinggirl70.livejournal.com]

That was great!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your sweet supportive feedback. It means a lot. So glad you enjoyed this one :)

[spike7451.livejournal.com]

This was a delight to read.

*hugs*

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Aww... and that was such a delight to have you commenting on this story.
thank you so much for your supportive sweet feedback my dear Lyn. It means a lot to me <3
*hugs you tight*

[blossomlegs.livejournal.com]

So good to see them together after 14 years and both remembering the beginning! Lovely!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you SO much for your warm words and sweet supportive feedback. I really appreciate it and I'm pleased to know you enjoyed it.