First time – B/J One Shot
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guavejuicePairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:S1 AU-ish
Alternate POV's
A/N:unbeta'd.
Thank you Steffie
soulmatejunkee for the idea. I really needed that. Love you!!Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.
Justin's POV
He tells me to close the door and before I know it there's a stream of clear crisp mineral water running all the way down from his hair to his face and further down his shirt.
I know why he brought me here. I may be naïve but I'm not totally innocent and fuck, I'll be laying if I said I didn't crave for it myself.
I didn't go to Liberty Avenue that night to search for him. I didn't even know him. I just saw him there, standing by his jeep, throwing the black leather jacket in, turning around…
I was so lucky I didn't let that jerk trick touch me before, but I was at least able to impress the tall guy with names of places I've never heard of.
His eyes scorched me with lust. I've never felt this way before. I wanted it.
I rumble like crazy but then he takes his underwear off.
Glorious. That's the first thought on my mind as I notice his dick. Hanging there, full, heavy, glistening. Did I make it stick up like that? Hell I feet my body reacting.
He spread his arms wide open.
Coming or going? Where did that come from? I hope he would stop using any version of 'come' but that's what makes it hotter.
He drows me closer.
The heat. His damp skin. His fingers on my zipper. His breath on my neck.
God, his tongue. In my mouth. For a split second there It feels as if he's hesitating, as if he wants to pull back before we even star. He doesn't know how old I am, he doesn't know anything about me.
All I know is what it feels like to be enclosed in his embrace, feel his fingers in my hair, be blinded by the his kiss, reaching out to cling on to the tender flesh at the top of his shoulders.
We end up in bed. I knew it would lead to that eventually but I didn't think it would be so soon. My attempts to show him I know everything about gay sex fail and my resistance crumble with each stock of his fingers up and down my cock and it and out of my slit. I try to let him know I can't take it anymore but then his phone rings. He doesn't sound too pleased, snapping a few brisk answers to the caller at the other end of the line and picking up the pase of his strocks on my cock until I erupte all over him and his new duvet.
He tells me it's time to go and I'm so pissed because I know I blew it. I know I would never have another chance. I might end up losing my virginity with some odd trick or one of the closeted jocks in school.
I didn't want it to be that way. I wanted it to be special.
At least I got the most amazing hand job. That would last me for a while as I jerk off in the shower.
As we get dressed he finds out how old I am. I knew there's something about this guy because he had a way of getting to know me like no one did before.
He seems surprised at first but then I can detect a glimps of amusement in his dark hazel eyes.
I feel the cold night air on my skin while we step outside the loft. It doesn't calm me down. I want to continue this journey. I want it to be with him but it wasn't to be.
Not that night and probably not ever. I want to ask him who was that on the phone and why we had to stop so soon but I remain silent.
I watch him as he gets into his jeep and I realize he doesn't even know my name.
I call Daphne to see if I could crash at her parent's house for the night.
Brian's POV
I had the most fucking unbelievable crazy night. I was on top this cute blond guy in my bed, listening to him trying to hide the fact he's never been with anyone before when the phone rang.
It was fucking Melanie announcing me in her usual less than festive voice that Lindsay just gave birth. To my son. Fuck. The guy just shot his loud all over me. That's a first. At least for him, I thought.
I would be laying if I said I wasn't ready to plow his smooth virgin ass. I was. I didn't have many virgins before but this one seemed different.
I knew I had to be there for Lindsay, though. I never wanted to be a part of that to begin with but I couldn't just ignore it. Not that night.
The kid was obviously disappointed when we got dressed and rushed outside my loft.
So he was 17… He sure had the balls. I don't think he knew who I was, though, and that kind of felt interesting. I mean not just interesting as in 'I get to be his first fuck' but as in 'this guy wants me to be his first and he doesn't know guys worship the ground I walk on' kind of way. Either way I felt the familiar jolt in my cock. I wouldn't throw this kid out of my bed, but it won't be tonight. Hell, It might never be, any other night, because I make a point never to be with the same trick twice. The whole 'love' notion is for stupid hetero couples and those who aspire to be like them.
Damn, guess the poor kid blew his chance with me. At least he got one hell of a hand job.
As I climbed into my jeep on my way to pick up Michael and drive to the hospital I realized I don't even know the guy's name. I knew he would still be standing there on the curb but I didn't look back.
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The Next Day
Justin's POV-
Everything seems pointless . I know it's not a race and I lnow I don't have to prove anything to anyone but myself but I wanted that guy. I wanted him to have me.
School is hell today. Daphne and I sit on the edge of the field as the guys have football practice. This guy Chris approach me and I can't help feel a twitch in my dick.
Daphne lookes at me, puzzled , while she eats a banana. God, it seemed like everyone already know, only there was nothing much to say.
After school I tell my mom I'm going over to Daphne to study.
I was going to study but it was a whole different lesson.
I wonder around for a while until it gets dark. I decide to grab something to eat at McDonalds and change my clothes at the men's room.
I know Liberty Avenue was only a few blocks away. I cross the street again but don't know which way to go, knowing it doesn't make sense I'll meet Brian again.
Brian's POV
I have the most killer headache in days when I wake up, alone in bed believe it or not. I have to force myself to listen to Melanie's message on my voice mail again a few times to actually realize I had a kid last night. I'm a dad. I never intended that but once I saw him I knew I will never be able to ignore him.
The shower I take doesn't help much and as I get dressed I notice the spots on my duvet.
Damn, that other kid… what was his name? damn if I know and in fact it doesn't really matter.
I can't remember how I got to the office. I can't wait for this day to be over so I could throw on my new sleeveless black shirt and leather pants and go out to Babylon.
Justin's POV
I could hear the loud music from around the block. There is something about this music that hit my right in the gut. I know there was no way I could get in. I know there is no way I could come up with a convincing lie.
I know there was no way this could happened but after a while just as I'm about to turn away and go back home I see the black jeep pull over.
There's no way he can recognize me, much less talk to me.
I don't know what cames over me at that moment but I'm actually moving closer to him. I have to stretch my neck and look up because he's so tall.
"Hi" I say.
The glimps in his eyes makes my cock twitch.
Brian's POV
The boy has balls, I'll give him that. Or maybe he's just being himself, no bullshit... I mean why should he feel intimidated by me like all the other mindless tricks?
I like that. My dick likes that.
It's just that I have rules. But I guess the rule doesn't apply because we didn't fuck last night.
"How's it going?" I ask him. His blond hair beggs to be grabbed, not to mention his nice bubble but.
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"Now you know what rimming is" I whisper in his ear, drawing as much pleasure as he had by the joy of revelation.
"Put your legs up, on my shoulders" I say.
He looks at me with his bright blue eyes and asks about safe sex and all that. I want to laugh but I felt it wouldn't be right. He'll know all about it. He'll learn from the master. I present him with a condom and tell him to put it on me. His fingers are soft and willing. It doesn't feel like any other trick touching my dick.
I'm about to break through him. I'm about to break my rule. I try to ease my way in but he whimpers and cry just as well.
I tell him I'll always be there. I tell him I want him to remember this. I don't even know where it's caming from. I usually never talk when my dick finds it's way inside any random ass. I usually seek for that quick satisfying release. In and out. I swear this time I want it to go on.
Once he's able to relax his muscles and breath we find a rhythm and keep going as if we were doing it for ever. Only I never did. It feels new and different to me as it is to him. Fuck, he tightens his legs around my waist and won't let go.
For the first time in my life I feel I want to come together with the guy I'm fucking. I pull his back into a sitting position with our limbs tangled together. I burry my head in his damp hair, feeling his fingers digging into my shoulders. We both shot our load at once and Damn if it feels like it was his first time. The guy is brilliant. I'm not telling him that. Yet.
"What's your name again?" I ask as he stretchs his naked body on my duvet.
"Justin" He answers and looks straight at me.
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Date: 2012-06-16 02:09 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-06-16 03:40 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2012-06-16 09:10 pm (UTC)Btw, I saw the pilot again a couple of days ago and you wrote that first part perfectly ;)
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Date: 2012-06-17 04:45 am (UTC)yes, I know you saw the pilot... I'm glad I was able to do it justice.
*hugs you tight*
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Date: 2012-06-16 11:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-06-17 04:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-06-17 08:26 am (UTC)Very nice fic!
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Date: 2012-06-17 09:49 am (UTC)Thank you so much for your nice feedback, tech. I'm pleased to know you liked it.
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Date: 2012-06-17 11:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-06-17 11:57 am (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2012-06-18 12:47 pm (UTC)Despite the prolonging though, they were meant to happen :D
I rumble like crazy but then he takes his underwear off. Yeah, Brian taking his underwear off can rob people of their ability to speak... or breathe. Even Justin who tends to talk all the time xD
And then when Brian goes like I like that. My dick likes that. obviously, those two have a nice relationship based on mutual understanding.
The end makes everything only better. The little I'm not telling him that. Yet. says so much! Brian is not done with him and there will be other chances to tell Justin everything LOL
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Date: 2012-06-18 12:59 pm (UTC)p.s I simply adore your icon. can I askl who made it?
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Date: 2012-06-18 01:07 pm (UTC)The icon is from
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Date: 2012-06-18 02:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-07-12 08:10 pm (UTC)It was great to see that things were meant to be…. ;)
Well done, sweetie ♥ Hugs
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Date: 2012-07-19 06:26 am (UTC)Thank you so much for your lovely feedback as always, sweetie.
Sorry for my late relpy
*Iz excited for you*
Huge hugs
<3