Someone To Watch Over Me - B/J fic

[guavejuice]

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Author:guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:Post 513
Beta: Carolyn shadownyc thank you so much for everything.
Brian's POV
A/N: Inspired by caps originally posted by kinwad




Part of Family Ties series.
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.

Wanna know what really scares me?

Losing Justin.

I almost lost him twice already. Maybe more then twice if you consider his experience as a gay avenger and my trip to Ibiza.

I still can't talk much about that night. Fuck, I never even told him I was there, every night ; the first time I nearly lost him.

He told me it wasn't my fault. I held onto the blame. Carried it with me. Tortured myself.

When our bodies touched again , like the first time, I was finally able to breathe normally. I longed for him so much. I almost forgot how it felt. It wasn't just about helping him be touched again, as his mom asked, it was about letting myself be touched.

Damn, I'm talking too much. I'm babbling. I sound like Jus…

The hell, I really do! He's been a part of my life for over 10 years. Why wouldn't I sound like him? I carry him in my veins, on my skin, in my guts, at the core of my being.

So what if I talk too much?

I should have done it years ago. It would have saved us so much heartache.

But it's not about who's fault anything is, I guess. It's about knowing we belong together, accepting the fact that the things that bond us together are stronger than the things that kept us apart.

Damn, you're good.

No, I don't need the Kleenex, thank you.

Comments

[shadownyc.livejournal.com]

Another great entry in this series. It's great "seeing" Brian get to know himself honestly.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your encouragement and support, Carolyn. There might be a few 'seasons' coming up :)
*hugs*

[xheartrockx.livejournal.com]

Can I heart Brian? Or buy him a beer?

Love the piece!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Feel free to ;)
Thank you so much for reading and commenting, Sway. I'm pleased to know you liked it.
*hugs*

[predec2.livejournal.com]

This was very sweet and I think you expressed Brian's deep feelings for Justin, as well as his angst over his injuries, very well. Thank you for sharing this with us. *Hugs* ~Kimberly

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

I think he had to express them sonner or later, since he always felt that.
Thank ytou so much for your honest and kind feedback, Kimberly.
*hugs*

[pam81.livejournal.com]

So beautiful V ♥
I so want to hug him right now....
Loved this!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He definitely derserve a hug *sigh*
Thank you so much, sweetie. I'm really pleased to know you liked it.
*hugs*

[galehot.livejournal.com]

He's very honest with himself, it's hard to know about all these issues you carry inside you but it's the only way you can get rid of them!

Loved it!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

You always have to touch the most painful issues if you want to deal with them, and it's no different for Brian Kinney, I guess.
Thank you so much for your feedback, sweetie. I'm pleased to know you liked it.
*hugs*

[ls1966.livejournal.com]

Wow V, you did a great job here ;-) I love it!

Hugs Linda

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

THank you so much for reading and commenting, Linda. It's great to know you think so *blushes*
hugs

[ls1966.livejournal.com]

Wish I could write something!! But I don't think is going to happen!

hugs Linda

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Never say never :)

[spike7451.livejournal.com]

I LOVED this!!!

I do need a tissue.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

aww... you do? It's a huge complimant, Lyn. Thank you so much.
*hands you a tissue*
Hugs

[hikinggirl70.livejournal.com]

This was enjoyable! ♥

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. I'm so glad to know you enjoyed it :)