guavejuice | On the Rocks- B/J fic

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Author:

guavejuice
Pairing: Brian/Justin
Timeline: post 513
Beta: Carolyn

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Brian's POV
A/N: inspired by caps taken from TSC season finale, originally posted by

kinwad

Part of Family Ties series.
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Am I drinking again? I guess I never quit.

Am I losing hair? God, no! I hope it'll never happen. That's the one good thing the old bastard ever gave me. He had a full head of hair, so I shouldn't lose mine. I can barely get used to the idea of a receding hair line ; I dread developing those bald areas at the back of my head and at the front hairline. That's why I'm grateful for the fact my partner is shorter than me.

I need another drink.

I know this session isn't over but all this talk about Jack Kinney made me uncomfortable.

I hate feeling uncomfortable. I can do with being outside my comfort zone but I'm totally losing it when I have no control.

I know, I have issues. Everyone has issues. Everyone can blame their parents.

But I don't give a fuck about everyone ; I give a fuck about me

I thought I settled the score with the old man after I stood in the dark and shouted, "So long, Jack." (I think that's what I shouted, I was too drunk to remember completely accurately.) I guess it takes more than that.

Justin keeps telling me I'm not my dad. My son's mom obviously has her doubts since she totally ignored my opinion and dragged the poor boy all the way to Canada

Don't you think it's my fault?

You're too kind, but I'm not paying you to tell me what I want to hear. I don't need anyone else's approval. I guess I need to prove it to myself.

That's when I'll know I removed that burden from my shoulders.

That's when I'll know I'm better than my father.

Thanks for the drink.