Passion – b/j one shot

[guavejuice]

Banner:Vonnie yvonnereid

Author:guavejuice
Paring:Brian/Justin
Timeline:Post 513
Brian's POV
A/N:
Unbeta'd
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.

From the moment I first saw you on the street I couldn't wait to be around you each day, each night. At first I didn't know what was that. I always though love is what straight people tell themselves their in. I was searching for the easiest solution. In and out.

I satisfied my needs. Guys worshiped me, my youth, my cock. In the back room, In the back alley, and in other occasions in my loft. But as I look back on those moments I realize it wasn't what I wanted.

I never felt as if I can't let go. If anything I couldn't wait for the guy to put his pants back on and get the hell out of my site.

Ever since you stormed into my life I couldn't wait for my working day to be over so I could spend the rest of the night with you.

You had me in the palm of my hand. I tried to fight, I tried to run but there was just too much passion there. How can you resist that? How can you define that?

I'm an ad man. I should have been good with words. Yet with you I often felt as if words sometimes limit our emotions. Words couldn't contain the passion, the lust, the longing, the love I had for you.

It wasn't just the way my cock fitted so perfectly into your hole or how your lips knew exactly what brings me over the edge.

It wasn't just about how our bodies found right from the start how to move in the same rhythm, to the same beat.

It was about the way we sighed together , breathing life into each other's mouths.
It was the way our tongues said everything we couldn't.

It was how our sweat blended after I rested my head on your chest, in bliss, trying to savor the sweetness of that allusive moment.

It was about the way your body looked like when you set on my bed, waiting for me on our early nights at the loft.

In those moments of pure closeness I wanted nothing more then to keep you to myself. I cared too much about you to let you leave the next morning.


I know I wasn't always able to say it out loud but I hope I made you see how much
this one single word meant to me.

And it still does, because I'm still here.

Comments

[pam81.livejournal.com]

Loved this V ♥ Loved to read Brian's thoughts. Loved the sentence about "Brian, The Ad Man".
Great work, sweetie! Thanks! Hugs

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

I know Brian didn't always expressed his emotions but he obviously had plenty :)
Thank you so much for your feedback, sweetie.It means a lot to me to know you liked it.
*hugs you back*

[galehot.livejournal.com]

He tried as hard as he can but he couldn't stay apart, couldn't turn his back on his feelings.

Passion is a good word to describe they!

Thanks

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He definitely couldn't turn his back on his feelings.
Thank you so much for your kind comment, Carmen
*hugs*

[bksbracelet.livejournal.com]

Beautiful so powerful thank you

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your feedback.

[meggi63.livejournal.com]

Action speaks louder than words, that is how Brian shows his love. LOL.
Thanks for sharing! ;)

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

In a way it was always his motto :)
Thank you so much for reading and commenting.
<3

[briansbottom.livejournal.com]

Lovely. :)

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so very much :)

[sandraj60.livejournal.com]

I wish I could blow up that banner and put it on my bedroom wall. *drooling*

Besides the banner being an eye opener, the story was beautiful. Those heartfelt thoughts are easy to believe Brian must have felt with Justin. I always think about he love between the two, but passion would be a better word. I had never seen such passion as I have with them.

GREAT JOB!!!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Their love story was filled with so much passion.
This banner is really amazing, I agree ;)
Thank you so much for your kind feedback.