It's a miracle- B/J AU
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Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline: Justin is 30.
A/N: sort of a sequel to "What I did for love". It didn't take me that long to write this one, though. I wrote over the WE ;)
unbeta'd
Warning: NC-17 unprotected sex, Mpreg
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
It's a miracle,
And dreams are made of emotions...
Culture Club
Comments are most welcome.
"We haven't fucked in forever", Brian said, matter of factly, when he went out of the bathroom on a Monday morning.
"Is that all you ever think about?" Justin glared at his husband . Brian dried himself off and threw away the towel. "It's just that… it's been a while. I can't wait for you to give me some", he said with a raspy voice. As he walked over to his walk in closet, his glorious cock dangled in front of him.
Justin licked his lips and followed the taller man. He hugged him from behind and reached out to his cock. Brian whimpered but took a step back. "Not like this, Justin. I want it to be… different".
"Why Mr.Kinney-Taylor, have you gone totally RR on me?" Justin giggled , as he left the bedroom to go into the nursery.
"daddy's coming", he called.
"Not anytime soon, apparently", Brian groaned and put one of his Armani gray dress shirts.
_ _ _ _ _ _
At noon Justin called his cell.
"What is it, Justin? I'm busy" he snarked into the reciver.
"Look, it's… it's about our talk this morning", Justin answered back.
"I didn't know we had a talk. Was it one of those talks? " Brian sounded edgy.
It's been three months since their son was born and they hadn't had sex yet.
Brian read a few articles about it online, but those were mostly about hetero 30 something women, so it wasn't the same. In fact he was reminded of a time where Lindsay complained she doesn't feel attractive anymore after Gus was born, and she was bitching about her stretch marks. Maybe Justin is going through the same thing, the thought crossed Brian's mind. A hint of the old guilt sneaked into his mind when he was thinking about it.
Maybe they shouldn't have done this in the first place… but than he wanted to have a kid with Justin, he wanted to give him that. It wasn't just something Justin wanted.
"Brian, are you there?" Justin asked from the other end of the line
"Yeah, I'm a bit busy, though", Brian was trying not to sound too eager, so he won't get to disappointed afterwards. He wasn't after a quick fuck, he wanted a slow sweet lovemaking with his husband and the father of his child, after three long months.
Was that so difficult to understand?
Brian nodded to Ted and moved back into his office. He took a deep breath and sank in his black leather chair.
"Look, Justin, I … I don't really know how to say it , but I'll say in anyway, 'cos I know that If I won't say what's on my mind I'll regret it later. Are… are you there?
"Yes, I am" Justin whispered.
"You know how I feel about you, I know we both had this child because we wanted it. You were amazing throughout the whole damn thing, and I know that your… your body has changed and that you might not feel attractive and all that, but, I want… I want to make love to you again. It's been three months already. I miss you".
Justin didn't say anything.
Brian heard the baby's soft sweet murmurs in the background.
"Thank you", he finally said "thank you for being honest, Brian. You have no idea how I've missed you, but, yeah, I guess you're right, I guess I felt you don't want me anymore, now that I've popped out a kid. I mean don't want my body. And, it's just that… my ass is still a little soar", he couldn't help buy giggle. "I've got an appointment with Dr. Adam tomorrow anyway, so I'll ask him about…well, you know", Justin suddenly mumbled too.
_ _ _ _ _ _
"He said I'm fine, we can do it again. It's just me. I need to let go", Justin explained to Brian the next day when they set on the sofa in their living room, watching some TV, after they put the baby to bed. Justin leaned his body closer to Brian's. He send his fingers down Brian's white t shirt, and further down into his gray sweats. Brian moaned, but took Justin's hand out of his pants.
"Wait, let's go upstairs, to bed", Brian whispered under his breath.
"Take it easy, ok?", Justin smiled, as Brian pressed his full hard cock into the first ring of muscles around his opening. Brian gently spread Justin's ivory legs, caressed the tender flesh, and dived inside Justin's body.
"Ghh… It feels so good, Briaan", Justin puffed. He threw his head back into the pillow, letting Brian's bare cock touch him and fill him. Brian kept rocking with long smooth thrusts. He waited so long for this, he didn't want to rush it, and god it was good. They hugged each other and panted into each other's mouths as they came. With Brian's cock still inside him Justin rolled on top of Brian and set on his lap.
Brian threw his head back as his orgasm escaped his body yet again after Justin finished riding him. Then the blond rolled on his back on top of Brian's bare chest, still not letting go of the taller men's hard dick . Their bodies rocked and trembled and their low passionate moans became rapid as they both came together. They collapsed on top of each other with breathless wet kiss.
_ _ _ _ _
"Daphne, could you please come over? I think I need you help", Justin sounded a bit drausy when he called his friend about 6 weeks later. "And… could you please bring me that home pregnancy test?"
"Justin, are you…?" Daphne's mouth opened wide, as Justin showed her the little blue strip when he walked out of the bathroom an hour later.
"Guess so", he smiled weakly, and excused himself to the bathroom.
"You ok, sweetie?" Daphne called, as Justin threw up yet again.
"I'm fine",he said, and Daphne knew it's going to be alright.
"How can it possibly be?" it was Brian's turn to smirk, as Justin broke him the news over the phone.
"Well, I don't know, maybe I'm still ovulating, somehow. It only takes one time, you know… that's what Dr. Adam said" Justin smiled and caressed his flat stomach.
'I did it, again,' he thought, 'we did it'. He couldn't avoid the twitch in his gut.
_ _ _ _ _ _
Justin was showing after his first trimester was up. He was walking in the park with Daphne and Lizzie, his cute baby bump sticking out, while he was pushing his baby's stroller. He was playfully chatting with Daphne about cravings .
"Last time I really didn't have any, but now I'm sneaking into the kitchen at night, after the baby is asleep and I'm totally raiding the fridge. Good thing there are always Thi food leftovers there" he laughed. They were sitting on a bench by the duck pond.
Justin handed the baby his tiny bottle. "Ouch", he twitched and reached his hand to massage his belly where he just felt the baby kicking.
"I think you're having a girl this time, Justin", Daphne pointed out knowingly.
"How can you tell?" Justin inquired. Daphne nodded towards her daughter that was feeding the ducks near by.
"Oh, yeah, well, we'll see… one thing is certain, I'm going to be as big as a house this time", Justin smiled at his friend.
_ _ _ _ _ _
"Can I ask you something?" Justin asked Brian, his voice low and husky as Brian gently washed the soap off his body in the shower. They didn't fuck. They were just having an early night in the shower, since the baby was a bit cranky all day.
"What?" Brian answered back.
"I'd like to try a birth water this time. I read a little bit about that", Justin said quietly "I wanted to ask you if you're okay with that".
Brian caught slightly and than strocked the blond damp strands . "Go with what makes you feel right. I'll just make sure you're safe".
_ _ _ _ _ _
Justin's first contraction started early on Sunday morning, a few weeks after new year's day. He was very calm, and took deep breaths, with each wave.
He woke Brian up, telling him to call Jennifer. He asked his mom to take care of the baby while they'll be in the hospital.
"Take care sweetie", Jennifer said, yet again, as she picked her 11 months old grandson in her arms. Justin was laying on the sofe, massaging his lower belly and moaning under his breath. He waved to his son and smiled. "you're gonna have a little baby brother… or sister soon, very soon, I hope", he tried to laugh, as his mom left.
"Shit Brian, I need to get to the bathroom, can you help me, please?" Justin called. Brian gently helped Justin, and just as he reached for his dick to pee his water broke.
"Brian, It's so weird, I can feel the baby's head. God, that last one really hurt. I don't think we'll make it to the hospital. Ghaa... I... I think I'll need to start pushing soon ",
"Ok, tell you what, we'll get you into the tab, turn on the water and I'll call Dr. David or nurse Chris, maybe they'll be able to come over here", Brian explained calmly.
Justin entered the large tab in their bathroom. They never used it very often, but Justin couldn't be more thankful now.
He was laying on his back in the tab, feeling the souting water around his naked body. He lifted his legs and rested them on either side of the tub, and tried to spread his legs as wide as he could. He pushed two fingers up his opening, almost touching his baby's head.
He let out a huge groan as one long pain wave hit him and felt he needed to push.
"Brian, could you come in here?" He called. Brian was talking with nurse Chris on the phone. He told him he'll try to get there as soon as possible.
"GUU… it's hurts... ", Justin moaned under his breath.
"Well, you're doing great, I guess," Brian said", the head is almost out" Brian noticed a dark purple wet tennis ball sticking out from Justin's pucker.
He noticed that the dark brown rims of Justin's hole were constructing and expending just as it did during their orgasm, only now Justin was trying to push a baby, not his orgasm, out of his body.
"God, it hurts, Brian," Justin's low whisper was quickly followed by a sharp, uncontrolled scream from deep inside him, as the baby's head pushed a little further out. At that moment Brian's cell phone rang.
"Don't answer that, please, not now", Justin cried, as he felt his ass hole tightening and pushing with each pain wave, as if it had a life of it's own.
"It's Chris, I gave him the code to the front door. He'll be here in a few minutes." Brian said, as Justin reached for his hand to rest between pushes.
Chris entered the bathroom a few moments later and kneeled beside the tab right away.
"I can almost see the shoulders now, Justin", he said, in a calm voice.
"Shoulders? Shit, it's going to hurt… GHH, it's hearts like hell…" Justin tried to breath through the pain, but couldn't hold back a single short sharp scream.
A tiny pale pink human form slipped out of Justin's pucker into Chris' hands.
"contgrats, dads, you've got a beautiful baby girl this time", Chris announced and
placed the tiny wet screaming baby into Justin's hands.
Justin leaned against the tile wall, panted heavily, but smiled, as he lifted his head a little to meet his husband's waiting lips.
"I told you I'll take care of you, didn't I ?" Brian whispered through the kiss.
guavejuicePairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline: Justin is 30.
A/N: sort of a sequel to "What I did for love". It didn't take me that long to write this one, though. I wrote over the WE ;)
unbeta'd
Warning: NC-17 unprotected sex, Mpreg
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
It's a miracle,
And dreams are made of emotions...
Culture Club
Comments are most welcome.
"We haven't fucked in forever", Brian said, matter of factly, when he went out of the bathroom on a Monday morning.
"Is that all you ever think about?" Justin glared at his husband . Brian dried himself off and threw away the towel. "It's just that… it's been a while. I can't wait for you to give me some", he said with a raspy voice. As he walked over to his walk in closet, his glorious cock dangled in front of him.
Justin licked his lips and followed the taller man. He hugged him from behind and reached out to his cock. Brian whimpered but took a step back. "Not like this, Justin. I want it to be… different".
"Why Mr.Kinney-Taylor, have you gone totally RR on me?" Justin giggled , as he left the bedroom to go into the nursery.
"daddy's coming", he called.
"Not anytime soon, apparently", Brian groaned and put one of his Armani gray dress shirts.
_ _ _ _ _ _
At noon Justin called his cell.
"What is it, Justin? I'm busy" he snarked into the reciver.
"Look, it's… it's about our talk this morning", Justin answered back.
"I didn't know we had a talk. Was it one of those talks? " Brian sounded edgy.
It's been three months since their son was born and they hadn't had sex yet.
Brian read a few articles about it online, but those were mostly about hetero 30 something women, so it wasn't the same. In fact he was reminded of a time where Lindsay complained she doesn't feel attractive anymore after Gus was born, and she was bitching about her stretch marks. Maybe Justin is going through the same thing, the thought crossed Brian's mind. A hint of the old guilt sneaked into his mind when he was thinking about it.
Maybe they shouldn't have done this in the first place… but than he wanted to have a kid with Justin, he wanted to give him that. It wasn't just something Justin wanted.
"Brian, are you there?" Justin asked from the other end of the line
"Yeah, I'm a bit busy, though", Brian was trying not to sound too eager, so he won't get to disappointed afterwards. He wasn't after a quick fuck, he wanted a slow sweet lovemaking with his husband and the father of his child, after three long months.
Was that so difficult to understand?
Brian nodded to Ted and moved back into his office. He took a deep breath and sank in his black leather chair.
"Look, Justin, I … I don't really know how to say it , but I'll say in anyway, 'cos I know that If I won't say what's on my mind I'll regret it later. Are… are you there?
"Yes, I am" Justin whispered.
"You know how I feel about you, I know we both had this child because we wanted it. You were amazing throughout the whole damn thing, and I know that your… your body has changed and that you might not feel attractive and all that, but, I want… I want to make love to you again. It's been three months already. I miss you".
Justin didn't say anything.
Brian heard the baby's soft sweet murmurs in the background.
"Thank you", he finally said "thank you for being honest, Brian. You have no idea how I've missed you, but, yeah, I guess you're right, I guess I felt you don't want me anymore, now that I've popped out a kid. I mean don't want my body. And, it's just that… my ass is still a little soar", he couldn't help buy giggle. "I've got an appointment with Dr. Adam tomorrow anyway, so I'll ask him about…well, you know", Justin suddenly mumbled too.
_ _ _ _ _ _
"He said I'm fine, we can do it again. It's just me. I need to let go", Justin explained to Brian the next day when they set on the sofa in their living room, watching some TV, after they put the baby to bed. Justin leaned his body closer to Brian's. He send his fingers down Brian's white t shirt, and further down into his gray sweats. Brian moaned, but took Justin's hand out of his pants.
"Wait, let's go upstairs, to bed", Brian whispered under his breath.
"Take it easy, ok?", Justin smiled, as Brian pressed his full hard cock into the first ring of muscles around his opening. Brian gently spread Justin's ivory legs, caressed the tender flesh, and dived inside Justin's body.
"Ghh… It feels so good, Briaan", Justin puffed. He threw his head back into the pillow, letting Brian's bare cock touch him and fill him. Brian kept rocking with long smooth thrusts. He waited so long for this, he didn't want to rush it, and god it was good. They hugged each other and panted into each other's mouths as they came. With Brian's cock still inside him Justin rolled on top of Brian and set on his lap.
Brian threw his head back as his orgasm escaped his body yet again after Justin finished riding him. Then the blond rolled on his back on top of Brian's bare chest, still not letting go of the taller men's hard dick . Their bodies rocked and trembled and their low passionate moans became rapid as they both came together. They collapsed on top of each other with breathless wet kiss.
_ _ _ _ _
"Daphne, could you please come over? I think I need you help", Justin sounded a bit drausy when he called his friend about 6 weeks later. "And… could you please bring me that home pregnancy test?"
"Justin, are you…?" Daphne's mouth opened wide, as Justin showed her the little blue strip when he walked out of the bathroom an hour later.
"Guess so", he smiled weakly, and excused himself to the bathroom.
"You ok, sweetie?" Daphne called, as Justin threw up yet again.
"I'm fine",he said, and Daphne knew it's going to be alright.
"How can it possibly be?" it was Brian's turn to smirk, as Justin broke him the news over the phone.
"Well, I don't know, maybe I'm still ovulating, somehow. It only takes one time, you know… that's what Dr. Adam said" Justin smiled and caressed his flat stomach.
'I did it, again,' he thought, 'we did it'. He couldn't avoid the twitch in his gut.
_ _ _ _ _ _
Justin was showing after his first trimester was up. He was walking in the park with Daphne and Lizzie, his cute baby bump sticking out, while he was pushing his baby's stroller. He was playfully chatting with Daphne about cravings .
"Last time I really didn't have any, but now I'm sneaking into the kitchen at night, after the baby is asleep and I'm totally raiding the fridge. Good thing there are always Thi food leftovers there" he laughed. They were sitting on a bench by the duck pond.
Justin handed the baby his tiny bottle. "Ouch", he twitched and reached his hand to massage his belly where he just felt the baby kicking.
"I think you're having a girl this time, Justin", Daphne pointed out knowingly.
"How can you tell?" Justin inquired. Daphne nodded towards her daughter that was feeding the ducks near by.
"Oh, yeah, well, we'll see… one thing is certain, I'm going to be as big as a house this time", Justin smiled at his friend.
_ _ _ _ _ _
"Can I ask you something?" Justin asked Brian, his voice low and husky as Brian gently washed the soap off his body in the shower. They didn't fuck. They were just having an early night in the shower, since the baby was a bit cranky all day.
"What?" Brian answered back.
"I'd like to try a birth water this time. I read a little bit about that", Justin said quietly "I wanted to ask you if you're okay with that".
Brian caught slightly and than strocked the blond damp strands . "Go with what makes you feel right. I'll just make sure you're safe".
_ _ _ _ _ _
Justin's first contraction started early on Sunday morning, a few weeks after new year's day. He was very calm, and took deep breaths, with each wave.
He woke Brian up, telling him to call Jennifer. He asked his mom to take care of the baby while they'll be in the hospital.
"Take care sweetie", Jennifer said, yet again, as she picked her 11 months old grandson in her arms. Justin was laying on the sofe, massaging his lower belly and moaning under his breath. He waved to his son and smiled. "you're gonna have a little baby brother… or sister soon, very soon, I hope", he tried to laugh, as his mom left.
"Shit Brian, I need to get to the bathroom, can you help me, please?" Justin called. Brian gently helped Justin, and just as he reached for his dick to pee his water broke.
"Brian, It's so weird, I can feel the baby's head. God, that last one really hurt. I don't think we'll make it to the hospital. Ghaa... I... I think I'll need to start pushing soon ",
"Ok, tell you what, we'll get you into the tab, turn on the water and I'll call Dr. David or nurse Chris, maybe they'll be able to come over here", Brian explained calmly.
Justin entered the large tab in their bathroom. They never used it very often, but Justin couldn't be more thankful now.
He was laying on his back in the tab, feeling the souting water around his naked body. He lifted his legs and rested them on either side of the tub, and tried to spread his legs as wide as he could. He pushed two fingers up his opening, almost touching his baby's head.
He let out a huge groan as one long pain wave hit him and felt he needed to push.
"Brian, could you come in here?" He called. Brian was talking with nurse Chris on the phone. He told him he'll try to get there as soon as possible.
"GUU… it's hurts... ", Justin moaned under his breath.
"Well, you're doing great, I guess," Brian said", the head is almost out" Brian noticed a dark purple wet tennis ball sticking out from Justin's pucker.
He noticed that the dark brown rims of Justin's hole were constructing and expending just as it did during their orgasm, only now Justin was trying to push a baby, not his orgasm, out of his body.
"God, it hurts, Brian," Justin's low whisper was quickly followed by a sharp, uncontrolled scream from deep inside him, as the baby's head pushed a little further out. At that moment Brian's cell phone rang.
"Don't answer that, please, not now", Justin cried, as he felt his ass hole tightening and pushing with each pain wave, as if it had a life of it's own.
"It's Chris, I gave him the code to the front door. He'll be here in a few minutes." Brian said, as Justin reached for his hand to rest between pushes.
Chris entered the bathroom a few moments later and kneeled beside the tab right away.
"I can almost see the shoulders now, Justin", he said, in a calm voice.
"Shoulders? Shit, it's going to hurt… GHH, it's hearts like hell…" Justin tried to breath through the pain, but couldn't hold back a single short sharp scream.
A tiny pale pink human form slipped out of Justin's pucker into Chris' hands.
"contgrats, dads, you've got a beautiful baby girl this time", Chris announced and
placed the tiny wet screaming baby into Justin's hands.
Justin leaned against the tile wall, panted heavily, but smiled, as he lifted his head a little to meet his husband's waiting lips.
"I told you I'll take care of you, didn't I ?" Brian whispered through the kiss.
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Date: 2011-08-18 11:56 am (UTC)Love you xxx
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Date: 2011-08-18 05:31 pm (UTC)love ya
V.
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Date: 2013-06-02 05:27 am (UTC)I'm still trying to copy all of your After We're Married series. I took a break to watch a romance movie that your stories put me in the mood for.
Keep up the good work!
Sandra :)
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Date: 2013-06-02 05:40 pm (UTC)I'm really thrilled to know you're enjoying my After we're married series enough to copy each and every ficlett and one shot in there. I've never had anyone who C&P my stories. I guess you can use the "Add to memory" thingie on LJ, it might be faster ;)
I'd love to know what you think of them.
I'm definitelly trying to keep up =)
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Date: 2013-06-03 11:00 pm (UTC)Wha... Where do I find that?
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Date: 2013-06-04 12:44 pm (UTC)It says Previous,edit,tag, memories,share, track, next.
If you click on the Memories thingie you'll get a new page with several simple and user-friendly instructions :)
Good luck.
Nice to know you're saving my stories =)