Title: No Regrets

[guavejuice]

Author:guavejuice
Characters: Brian, Lindsay
Timeline: pre-series
Beta: mander3_swish thank you so much, darling.
Word Count: 400
Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Written for prompt #182 at Drabylon.
The Prompt: "I'm thinking it's a sign that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned."
Comments are most welcome.

Lindsay's pov

He came over earlier, bringing some pot, a bottle of Beam, a Jefferson Airplane cassette, and some condoms. He did this quite often, but he never stayed the night. We've been fooling around, but it was never more than that. It didn't really matter to us.

Not tonight, anyway.

I felt his body moving towards me as he turned around in bed. The duvet slightly fell off his sleeping form, revealing his stomach and his glorious dick. I stretched my body across the bed, still feeling his warmth inside me.

His eyes flickered open. He turned his head to look at me. I don't know if it was the pot, the booze, or the mind blowing sex we just had, but I couldn't resist. I leaned my chin on his bare chest, looking into those hazel eyes, knowing that I had found my soul mate. No matter what.

I knew I had to ask him. I knew he would say no, but I couldn't avoid the craving.

He was smiling at me when he lit another joint, inhaled, and handed it to me. I felt the sweet smoke filling me. I leaned over to him and kissed him. He didn't reject me. He held onto me.

"Brian, I need to ask you something," I whispered, as the freckles in his eyes danced before me. "I would understand if you refused, but I know you're the only one I can ask because you're the only one who could really give it to me. I know it's not going to be easy, but it's just... I know how I feel. I love you, Brian, and I’m asking you to be the father of my baby."

I took a deep breath. We were both quiet. He touched my cheek with his fingertips and kissed me. I felt his taste on my lips.

"You sure about that?" he finally replied, his voice raspy with smoke.

"Yes."

"What will your girlfriend say?"

"I'll have to talk to her."

I knew I shouldn't have asked him. Now we'll have to carry this weirdness forever.

"No apologies, no regrets, ok?" he said, eventually. "And I won't do this again." He pointed at both of us, lying naked in bed. "We'll have to think of other ways to make that happen." He kissed me again. It was a deep gentle kiss. It felt like we were perfectly aligned.
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Comments

[pam81.livejournal.com]

Lovely V!
Not a huge fan of Lindsay/Brian, but I can see this scene, and above all I can "see" Lindsay's thoughts.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

thank you so much for your kind words, sweetie. it means a lot to me.
hugs
V.

[galehot.livejournal.com]

So, now I know what that happened.
And it's very real for me! I'm not a Lindsay's fan, either, but it's a good scene.

Thanks.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

I'm not a Lindsay/Brian shipper or anything, of course, but I like that they had a soft for each other. plus I think deep down Brian wanted to do that for Lindsay, he wanted to help her with become a mother, you know? :)
thank you so much for reading and commenting, Carmen.
I hope you're well
hugs
V.