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Author:[livejournal.com profile] guavejuice
Pairing: Brian/Justin
Timeline:7 yrs post 513
Beta:[livejournal.com profile] mander3_swish Thank you, darling!
Brian's POV
A/N: My August 5th tribute...
Disclaimer:I own nothing
Comments are love



The morning rush hour traffic is hell, but I manage to maneuver my way quite skillfully.

When the traffic light turns red, I suddenly lean into the passenger seat and press my lips against Justin's, my hands still on the steering wheel.

After eleven years with Justin - seven of them in not so holy monogamy - you would think I would have gotten used to it, but I still find it challenging and invigorating.

_ _ _ _

My cell phone rings as I step into his office.

"On a philosophical level, I guess you can say both of us navigate and steer the wheel," Justin points out ever so casually at the other end of the line. He still drives me crazy with his ability to start a conversation with something I had already forgot since we had talked about it late at night or early in morning as it were. Thinking about the events surrounding that conversation of course leads to an inevitable twitch in my cock.

"Does your ass feel sore?" Justin inquires.

"Shut up!" I say, smiling to no one in particular.

"You know it's way deeper than that though, don't you?" Justin continues.

I immediately detect a familiar sweetness in Justin's voice.

I'm still fascinated with Justin's ability to mention hot-as-hell late night ass rides and express his deepest emotions in the same sentence.

Surprisingly enough, it doesn't make me feel half as lesbianic as I feared it might have, and even if there is a tiny little voice inside my head that keeps sending me warning signs, I don't mind it too much because I just don't care.

It's not worth the effort of trying to put up a fight against it each time I want to lick Justin's lips in the car before I drop him off at his independent computer animation company downtown, or when I can't wait to kiss Justin and inhale his fresh sweet scent when I'm finally home from an 18 hour work day at Kinnetik, or when I feel like cuddling into Justin's warm body after our 5 am fuck, or even bring him coffee to bed on Sunday mornings after we make out for over an hour.

I know it goes much deeper than 'It's my turn' each time we get into bed, even if I almost always end up on top.

I know it's about shopping for groceries, cooking dinners and even doing the fucking laundry.

I know it's about the ever-lasting desire to spend the rest of my life with the man that I love.

Date: 2012-08-05 08:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bksbracelet.livejournal.com
'Clap' 'clap' 'clap' Bravo' that was wonderful :) thank you so much

Date: 2012-08-05 10:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aaa-mazing.livejournal.com
Your Brian is sweet. And so in love.:)

Thanks for sharing, hon!

Date: 2012-08-05 10:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Aww... Thank you so much for your kind feedback, Chris. I'm so pleased to know you enjoyed it :)
*hugs*

Date: 2012-08-05 10:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
my Brian awww...
Well I guess my post 513 Brian eventually realized that it's about time he would stop struggling and learn to appreciate what's really important.
Thank you so much for your kind feedback, sweetie.
*hugs*

Date: 2012-08-05 11:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] predec2.livejournal.com
Oh, I LOVED this! So much said in such a small amount of words, and it expressed his love for Justin so well. This one just made me all happy inside.:) Thank you for writing this - it put a big smile on my face.:) *Hugs*

Date: 2012-08-05 11:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] galehot.livejournal.com
I love when Brian realises that he's in love, very very in love, even after those many years and he sill feels that way for Justin, like they were at the biginning.

Loved it!
Thanks

Date: 2012-08-05 12:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ls1966.livejournal.com
Love it hon, great job!
Thanks for sharing ;-)
Hugs Linda

Date: 2012-08-05 01:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yvonnereid.livejournal.com
Wow,thats the most incredibly intense story I have read in a while.Its so full of love yet very intense I felt.You did an outstanding job here my friend :)

Huge Hugs,Vonnie xoxox love ya

Date: 2012-08-05 01:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
awww... thank you so much for your beautiful feedback, Vonnie. It really means a lot to me sweetie. So glad to know you enjoyed my August 5th tribute ;)
*hugs you back*
Edited Date: 2012-08-05 01:21 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-08-05 01:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for your lovely feedback, Linda.
I'm really pleased to know you enjoyed it =)
*hugs you back*

Date: 2012-08-05 01:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
I think it was about time... *sigh*
Thank you so much for your sweet feedback, hon. I'm glad to know you enjoyed it.
*hugs*

Date: 2012-08-05 01:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] spike7451.livejournal.com
Wonderful, just wonderful. :D

Date: 2012-08-05 01:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
awww... thank you so much for your supportive feedback Kim. I'm really pleased to know you enjoyed it and that it put a big smile on your face ;)
I love ewe :)
Edited Date: 2012-08-05 01:26 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-08-05 01:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much dear Lyn. I'm really thrilled to know you liked it :)
*hugs you tight*

Date: 2012-08-05 01:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shadownyc.livejournal.com
This is a great view of the future for B/J! I loved it!

Date: 2012-08-05 02:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] techgirl-on-ij.livejournal.com
This was very sweet!

Date: 2012-08-05 02:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] predec2.livejournal.com
Ha! I never should have told you about that - you'll never let me live it down now - LOL! But I'm happy 'cause I got to say hello again. I love 'ewe,' too.:)

Date: 2012-08-05 03:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moonbrightnites.livejournal.com
Aww, so sweet. ♥

Date: 2012-08-05 03:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kinwad.livejournal.com
Very, very nice, V! Great take on their life together.

Date: 2012-08-05 03:55 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you SO much for your suportive comment, Car. It means a lot to me to know you enjoyed it :)
*hugs*

Date: 2012-08-05 03:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, tech!
I'm so pleased to know you liked it. Long time no see ;)

Date: 2012-08-05 03:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for your lovely comment, Michelle :)

Date: 2012-08-05 03:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for your kind feedback, kon. I really appreciate it :)
*hugs*

Date: 2012-08-05 04:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
*hugs*
OMG!! your icon *meltz*

Date: 2012-08-06 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rulisteningbj.livejournal.com
That's the kind of relationship I see them having. Beautifully written.

Dee Dee

Date: 2012-08-06 04:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
aww...
Thank you so much for your sweet comment, Dee Dee.
I'm really pleased to know you enjoted it :)
*hugs*

Date: 2012-08-07 02:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sfscarlet.livejournal.com
I love stories about long term B/J- this was no exception- thanks

Date: 2012-08-07 03:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for your kind comment. I'm really pleased to know you liked it :)
Edited Date: 2012-08-07 03:31 am (UTC)

Date: 2012-08-07 10:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] bubbafrogz.livejournal.com
I love when Brian lets himself love and be loved!

Date: 2012-08-07 10:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
aww... what a sweet comment :)
Thank you so much. I'm pleased to know you liked it.

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