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Author:[livejournal.com profile] guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:1 year post 513
Word Count:100
Brian's POV
Beta: [livejournal.com profile] mander3_swish get well soon, darling!
A/N:
Written for Drabylon prompt #203 @Drabylon.
The Prompts:



Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are most welcome.
Brian's pov

Lindsay always said he looked so much like me. Mel said I was selfish. Justin said I'm not my father. I feel so empty, sitting here, staring at pictures from Gus' early years.

I try not to give up, but sometimes I just need a second to breathe. I want to hug him and let him know I'll try to make it work and not let him down, but I can't help it sometimes. Even with all of the flights to Toronto or talking to him on the phone or sending him presents for his birthday, I'm still not around.

Date: 2012-02-20 07:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] later2nite.livejournal.com
Brian cares so much. Nice drabble. Mander is sick? Is it serious?
Edited Date: 2012-02-20 07:53 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-02-20 07:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you , Linda *hugs*
I hope not.
*Hugs*

Date: 2012-02-20 08:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] shadownyc.livejournal.com
I can feel Brian's emotions and mixed feelings over his ability to be a good father.

Date: 2012-02-20 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pam81.livejournal.com
Oh... that's really great V!
I think you captured Brian's thoughts very well.
Good job ♥

Date: 2012-02-20 08:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rainbow1907.livejournal.com
I love this drabble! You really managed to capture Brian's feelings :)
Hugs, Rena ♥

Date: 2012-02-20 08:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mander3-swish.livejournal.com
yup. just a bug that had me feeling like ass all weekend and even though I'm dead tired, i couldn't sleep a wink last night. :(

Date: 2012-02-20 08:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mander3-swish.livejournal.com
I think beta-ing this before I finished my fic for Carmen has led me to to incorporate Gus into it, which isn't a bad thing, but now it's just getting longer and longer.

But this is so emo! I want to just give big daddy brian all sorts of cuddles! lovely fic!

Date: 2012-02-20 08:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
*Hands you some chicken soup*
I can't thank you enough, sweetie.Get well soon
*Hugs you gently*

Date: 2012-02-20 08:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, Carolyn. You know I value your opinion very much
*Hugs*

Date: 2012-02-20 08:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
awww... thank you so much, sweetie. I just felt I needed to use those lyrics to get Brian's thought across.
*Hugs*

Date: 2012-02-20 08:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
I did keep you busy recently , sorry about that ;)
I'd love to give daddy Brian all sorts of cuddles, as well.
Thanks for everything, mander
*Smoochies*

Date: 2012-02-20 08:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you so much, sweetie. So glad to know you liked it.
*Hugs back*

Date: 2012-02-20 09:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ls1966.livejournal.com
Beautiful drabble honey ;-)
Thanks for sharing

Hugs Linda

Date: 2012-02-21 12:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] balrogtweety.livejournal.com
But at least he's there for his son. Great fic.

Date: 2012-02-21 04:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mitakay.livejournal.com
beautiful and sad.
Lovely piece, hon.
xo

Date: 2012-02-21 06:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
You're most welcome.

Date: 2012-02-21 06:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
That's the most important thing.
Thank you for you kind comment, Jane
*Hugs*

Date: 2012-02-21 06:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
aww... thank you Terri. Your comment means a lot to me :)
xoxo

Date: 2012-02-21 02:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soulmatejunkee.livejournal.com
This is a really cute picture of Gus, is it from the show?

Lindsay always said he looked so much like me. Mel said I was selfish. Justin said I'm not my father.

Steffi says all that matters is what Gus thinks.
This is a cute drabble V. :)

Date: 2012-02-21 02:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
I guess it's from the show.

Thank you for your comment, LS :)

Date: 2012-02-21 02:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soulmatejunkee.livejournal.com
I have to research it, I mean it's totally cute and getting good Gus Pics isn't that easy... *trying to remember that scene*

Date: 2012-02-21 02:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
You don't remember? ;)
I think it's from S5 when Brian visit Lindsay and they talk about the baby drama while Brian play with with the train set...
I could be wrong, though.

Date: 2012-02-21 02:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] soulmatejunkee.livejournal.com
No, I don't remember *LOL*
Especially not when there's no Brian and/or Justin in the scene and right now I'm not sure.
Does Lindsay have so many toys in her place? Hmmm...
Looks like M/L house.

Date: 2012-02-21 03:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moonshinekinney.livejournal.com
Oh no, that was sad.

Sometimes I think if he would jsut let it show a little more that he cares, maybe it would not be so hard on him...

Date: 2012-02-21 03:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
I know... He was a much better father than he thought.
Thank you so much for your comment.

Date: 2012-02-21 03:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] moonbrightnites.livejournal.com
I am so confused! I KNOW I left feedback for this. Where did it go? Did LJ eat it? And if so, how many other of my comments aren't getting through? :(

Date: 2012-02-21 05:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com
Thank you for your comment, anyway, Michelle. idk what happened.
*hugs*
Edited Date: 2012-02-21 05:17 pm (UTC)

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