My life is a fucking mess - B/J drabble
Mar. 5th, 2013 06:15 pmAuthor:
guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:Late S5
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A/N:Written for prompt #235 @Drabylon
Tha prompt:

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Pairing:Brian/Justin
Timeline:Late S5
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A/N:Written for prompt #235 @Drabylon
Tha prompt:

Disclaimer:I own nothing.
Comments are love.
My life is a fucking mess, Brian. I hear his desperate voice in my head.
Who's isn't? I hear myself answering before everything turns into a hard, sweaty fuck on a huge hotel room bed.
It all looks so distant now.
Now he's living in a dump.
I miss him so much, but I'm too terrified to admit it.
I know I've probably lost him, but I'm too afraid to go after him -again.
What am I waiting for? Why am I doing this? To him? To myself? To us?
Fuck, the beer tastes like shit.
God I hate this.