On the Rocks- B/J fic

[guavejuice]

Banner:Viv foreverbm thank you so much!!

Author:guavejuice
Pairing: Brian/Justin
Timeline: post 513
Beta: Carolyn shadownyc thank you so much for everything!!
Brian's POV
A/N: inspired by caps taken from TSC season finale, originally posted by kinwad


Part of Family Ties series.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Comments are love

Am I drinking again? I guess I never quit.

Am I losing hair? God, no! I hope it'll never happen. That's the one good thing the old bastard ever gave me. He had a full head of hair, so I shouldn't lose mine. I can barely get used to the idea of a receding hair line ; I dread developing those bald areas at the back of my head and at the front hairline. That's why I'm grateful for the fact my partner is shorter than me.

I need another drink.

I know this session isn't over but all this talk about Jack Kinney made me uncomfortable.

I hate feeling uncomfortable. I can do with being outside my comfort zone but I'm totally losing it when I have no control.

I know, I have issues. Everyone has issues. Everyone can blame their parents.

But I don't give a fuck about everyone ; I give a fuck about me

I thought I settled the score with the old man after I stood in the dark and shouted, "So long, Jack." (I think that's what I shouted, I was too drunk to remember completely accurately.) I guess it takes more than that.

Justin keeps telling me I'm not my dad. My son's mom obviously has her doubts since she totally ignored my opinion and dragged the poor boy all the way to Canada

Don't you think it's my fault?

You're too kind, but I'm not paying you to tell me what I want to hear. I don't need anyone else's approval. I guess I need to prove it to myself.

That's when I'll know I removed that burden from my shoulders.

That's when I'll know I'm better than my father.

Thanks for the drink.

Comments

[aaa-mazing.livejournal.com]

"That's why I'm grateful for the fact my partner is shorter than me." - LOL!

It's not your fault, Brian! Not ALL yours, anyway.

A very deep insight, hon. Thanks for it!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Gee.. you're fast ;)
Thank you so much for your very honest feedback, sweetie. You know how much I appreciate it :)
*hugs you tight*

[yvonnereid.livejournal.com]

Very Touching.I felt bad for poor Brian here :(
Great insight V,loved it :)

Love you,Yvonne xoxox

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your kind comment, Vonnie. I think Brian needed to talk about that issue, sonner or later.
*hugs you tight*

[mitakay.livejournal.com]

oh wow, this was really good.
Poor Brian, he is so broken here-
I just want to give him a hug!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He definitely deserve a hug here *sigh*
Thank you so much for your suportive comment, Terri. I'm pleased to know you liked it.
*hugs*

[techgirl-on-ij.livejournal.com]

Oh, poor Brian! I just want to hug him.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

He might even like it :)
Thank you so much for reading and commenting, tech.

[shadownyc.livejournal.com]

Good, insightful moments for Brian as he learns more about himself in these sessions.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for all your support, my dear Carolyn. It means a lot to me.
*hugs*

[galehot.livejournal.com]

I can feel Brian is so broken when I read it. I can feel the pain.
Very good.

Besos

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Those were definitelly painful issues for him. He needed to deal with that.
Thank you so much for your kind feedback, hon.
*hugs*

[galenut.livejournal.com]

I always feel bad for Brian when he talks or thinks about Jack and Joannie.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Dealing with his parents is always painful...
Thank you so much for reading and commenting.

[spike7451.livejournal.com]

Very emotional but I did have a smile too about the partner shorter than me line. :)

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for your supportive feedback, Lyn :)
Yep, Brian wouldn't want Justin to see that lol
*hugs*

[pam81.livejournal.com]

It was like a could feel Brian's pain...
Well done, my dear ♥

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

It's a huge complimant, thank you so much, sweetie. It means a lot.
Love you

[kinwad.livejournal.com]

Very nice, hon!

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much, Kin. Your beautiful caps were a great inspiration. I could see BK struggling in weach cap.
Thank you so much for reading and commenting.
*hugs*

[moonbrightnites.livejournal.com]

Awww, my poor Brian. He's all broken and sad. :(
Nicely done as always.

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you for your feedback as always, Michelle.
*hugs*

[hikinggirl70.livejournal.com]

Very cool! ♥

[guavejuice.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. I'm so glad to know you enjoyed it :)