guavejuice (
guavejuice) wrote2012-02-26 11:20 pm
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It's Your Call - B/J drabble
Author:
guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin.
Timeline:219
Brian's pov
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Disclaimer:I own nothing
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Pairing:Brian/Justin.
Timeline:219
Brian's pov
Unbeta'd
Disclaimer:I own nothing
Comments are love.
You walked over to the door, looking at me. I could tell it was one last failed attempt to make me tell you out loud what you already knew.
I should have told you how much I really understand you. how much I'll miss you. How much I'm in love with you.
I told you it's your call where you wanted to be.
How could I have been so blind?
Every nerve in my body, every breath I took, every fiber of my being wanted to let you know I can't stand the thought of you leaving.
I was numb.
I was terrified.
I thought I should let you learn from your own mistakes.
I didn't realize I was making an ever bigger one by not holding on to you and never letting you out of my sight.
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This moved me.... also because, well, you know, right?
*hugs tight*
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I know very well *sigh*
*Hugs you back*