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guavejuice ([personal profile] guavejuice) wrote2012-02-26 11:20 pm
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It's Your Call - B/J drabble

Author: [livejournal.com profile] guavejuice
Pairing:Brian/Justin.
Timeline:219
Brian's pov
Unbeta'd
Disclaimer:I own nothing
Comments are love.


You walked over to the door, looking at me. I could tell it was one last failed attempt to make me tell you out loud what you already knew.

I should have told you how much I really understand you. how much I'll miss you. How much I'm in love with you.

I told you it's your call where you wanted to be.

How could I have been so blind?

Every nerve in my body, every breath I took, every fiber of my being wanted to let you know I can't stand the thought of you leaving.

I was numb.

I was terrified.

I thought I should let you learn from your own mistakes.

I didn't realize I was making an ever bigger one by not holding on to you and never letting you out of my sight.

[identity profile] moonshinekinney.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, that is sad....

Luckily thy both learned from their mistakes...

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, Michelle, your comment means a lot.

*hugs you tight*

[identity profile] moonshinekinney.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, my name is not Michelle, but you're welcome anyway...?

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
thank you for your kindness. for what it's worth your comment did mean a lot.

[identity profile] moonshinekinney.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Hey, you dont have to apologize! I am happy i could make you happy by leaving a comment.

I try to always leave a comment when i read somethign that I write, because I know how great it is to read that someone liked it.

so i can totally get that you gotemotional.

I really like your stuff!

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much!
Added you :)

[identity profile] pam81.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Beautiful V ♥
This moved me.... also because, well, you know, right?
*hugs tight*

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, sweetie.
I know very well *sigh*
*Hugs you back*

[identity profile] balrogtweety.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
OOOOOOOO this was great. Loved his thoughts.

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for your comment, Jane.
*hugs*

[identity profile] minajuy.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
heres some love, and that was a lovely drabble

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much, It means a lot :)

[identity profile] britinkinlor.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Lovely piece of work,V!
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs xx

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you do much Ali it means a lot to me you liked it
Hugs

[identity profile] kinwad.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Very nice, V!

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
aww... thank you so much, kin!!
Your comment means a lot!
*hugs*

[identity profile] later2nite.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I always wish Brian would have said he'd care if Justin wasn't there. I think that's all it would have taken to keep Justin from leaving. Nice to read Brian's thoughts in this fic. ♥

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for your comment, Linda. It was a sad moment.
Love your icon.
*Hugs you tight*

[identity profile] shadownyc.livejournal.com 2012-02-26 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Emotional introspective piece.

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so very much for your kind comment, Carolyn.
*hugs*

[identity profile] techgirl-on-ij.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
This was really great, so sad and beautiful!

Lovely drabble♥

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
You do? It means a lot to me, tech. Nice to know you think so.
*hugs you tight*

[identity profile] spike7451.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 09:59 am (UTC)(link)
So beautifully done and so sad.

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 11:39 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so muuch for your kind comment, Lyn.
*hugs*

[identity profile] meggi63.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
If Brian had said those three little words. *sigh*
But thank God both learned from their mistakes and got back together!
Thanks for sharing! :)

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2012-02-27 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much for your thoughtful comment. You're most welcome.
Edited 2012-02-27 19:57 (UTC)

[identity profile] soul1essharpy.livejournal.com 2012-02-28 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Hindsight is 20/20 ...

Great drabble!

[identity profile] landlady-4rent.livejournal.com 2012-02-28 09:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Very beautifully written. Sad, but so true. Annie